When I'm without you (y/n x Sapnap)

Chapter 11

Y'all's get ready to cry and go touch some grass after this pls
Nicks pov
Over time I feel weird being around her, she's just so hot and I almost can't control myself. I think to myself and come up with a plan.
We plan to hang out at her house today and she's even going to do a stream with me while I'm there. I arrive and we chill, she plays some songs on her guitar, and eventually we end up streaming together. Afterwards we sit down on her bed
"Y/n, I need to tell you something," I say hesitation in my voice.
She looks at me with a smile "ya what up?" She asks in responses we make eye contact
  "I'm really sorry but, I kinda need, like, a brake, from us," I try my best to explain
The smile on her face turns to anger "what!?" She says confused
  "like, I want a brake from us, hanging out and stuff," I say and try to look away.
I see her eyes tear up, "Nick I thought we had something," she says quietly.
She stands up and walks to her closet and grabs one of her oversized hoodies. She hands it to me. "Call me when you relies the mistake you've just made," she pulls me up off her bed.
  "What, I thought maybe we could talk about this before." She cuts me off
"You heard me, now get the hell out of my house. Call me when you relise the mistake you just made," she says aggressively and opens her bedroom door.
Y/n's POV
Nick leaves, the second the front door closes I start to cry knowing that he's gone, and will be for a long time. I instantly think of Will, he can always cheer me up, I walk over and see if he's live. His live just ended, I call him quickly hoping he answers
Wilburs pov
I get a discord call from y/n, I always answer her so I quickly accept it. "Hey y/n!" I say, no response. "What's wrong?!" I say, she giggles a little but I can hear she's been crying.
She takes a deep breath, "Nick just told me he needs a brake, from being with me," she says slowly
"what? Like he doesn't want to talk anymore?" I ask in response.
"Mhm, and I told him to leave and call me when he relies the mistake he made but, I don't want him to leave," she says a cry's softly. My heart sinks
"Hey, I'm sure it won't take him long, I think he really likes you!" I say and try to cheer her up. "Hear let's play some music," I say softly and grab a guitar. Music always cheers her up, I even learned how to play some of her favorite songs.
She sniffs "can you just play me a song, I really don't think I can I'm shaking to much," she says, (an I'm literally crying writing this omg)
I can hear the shaking in her voice and she turns on her camera, her eyes are red and blood shot, she's also wearing a hoodie Nick had gave her a few weeks back. She relaxes back into her chair. I turn on my camera, almost crying at the sight of her but I hold it back.
I start to play her favorite song I hear her giggle as I start singing. I finish the song and look up to see her smiling, she wipes the tears from her face and takes a deep breath. She takes a drink of her water
"I don't know how i would be getting through this without you Will, thank you, your the best," she says, it almost brings me to tears.
"God your going to make me cry, your welcome y/n," I say with a smile
she giggles "this week on the news, big man Wilbur soot found crying with bestie after live stream," she says in her best news reporter voice.
We both laugh for a little, I really wish I could do a meet up with her but her parents won't let her, hopefully once she turns 18 in a few month's she moves out so she can do a meet up finally.
"I wish I could hug you right now will, I need a will hug," she says and it makes me giggle "a few more months y/n, just a few more months," I say in response.
Her face brightens with a smile. "Oh ya, I forgot my 18the birthday is in like 2 months," she says and giggles, "fuck and school ends next month," she says and quickly looks something up. "Damn I already did it never mind," she laughs with relief.
We talk for a while until she calms down and for her it's about 1am "y/n you have school, go to bed please, I will call you tomorrow ok," I say, she quickly answers
"Ok fine," she says dramatically and ends the call, she goes offline.
One month later
Y/n's POV
last day of school, I start to walk home, I unlock my phone and text will 'last day of school this year! Still no txt from Nick though:(' and send it. He's done amazing at keeping me company. The only times me and Nick talk are during lore streams but it's never a lot.
Will answers quickly 'enough with Nick, if he texts you tell me but I don't need to know that he waisted another day with this mistake still rendering in his head. If he doesn't realize how much on an idiot he is than I might have to slap some sense into him!'
I giggle 'lmao!' I say in response then 'I will call you when I get home,' I turn off my phone after that. Walking past the field of flowers me and Nick use to hang out at after school I see him sitting next to a patch of my favorite flowers, he has my hoodie on. I giggle quietly to myself and continue walking home.
I finally passed my drivers test but I'm still looking for a car, hopefully I find one soon because I'm getting tired of walking home every day.
Soon after I get home and run to my room. It's like 9am for will and I know he's just waiting for me to call. I power on my pc still in my makeup and school clothes, not even bothering take my shoes off. My dad is supposed to have my present by today and in excited, he's getting me a base guitar and me and will can't stop talking about it.
I see will online so I call him on discord. The call connects "is it there yet?!" He asks with excitement as the call connects.
  "No, but it should be soon, I'm going to open it on stream in my garage so I can play it for everyone," I say matching his energy.
"Damn," he responds. We talk for a while and my dad opens my door. I stop mid sentence and switch to talk to him, will listening as we speek
"Is it here?!" I ask and my dad smiled and nods
"it's on my truck so be careful, but it's here," he says and closes my door.
"ITS HERE," I yell into my mic and me and will talk for a little longer.
"ok will, I'm going to go set up for my stream, I will talk to you then!" I say quickly and he say bye before hanging up the call. I change into something better and run downstairs and go to the garage, I can see the case in my dads car. I start setting up the camera and set up my mic and laptop.
I've done streams like this before with Will so he knows how it all works. I quickly set up my stream and tweet
'Y/u/n- YALLS DONT WANT TO MISS THIS. Music stream with @Wilbursoot , twitch.tv/ y/u/n'
I then go back to twitch hitting the go live button, will calls me on discord "I'm going live as well so you can start whenever your ready," he says.
"Ok I need to get it really quick and set up my lights then I'm ready," I say and quickly walk to my dads truck getting the case out carefully.
Nicks pov
I've been stressing all week, I can't think straight and I haven't slept in days, my moms starting to get worried about me. I see y/n go live and quickly stop my music and play her stream. It's just her starting soon but I'm still going to wait.
Finally I hear her talking, after months of not talking to her, only in lore streams do we ever talk but not on the Every day that we use to.
"Hello how is everyone's day, my day is amazing and you will see why here in just a few minutes," she says it quickly with excitement and turns on her camera, she's doing i singing stream. I can tell because she's in her garage.