When I'm without you (y/n x Sapnap)

Chapter 18

  Y/n's POV
        I wake, still tired from last night. I check the time, noon already, I get up vary slowly and go to my bathroom. I brush my hair and teeth before walking out of my room.
          I slowly climb the stairs and go to the kitchen, where Nick was. He looks at me with a giggle, "sleep well?" He asked me
             "Yep," I respond and hug him tightly, he hugs me back and kisses the top of my head. I get water and go to the living room, where clay was. I sit my cup down and slowly sit, making clay laugh. I bring my legs up and sit cris cross
           "Rough night?" He asked me with a rased brow and smerk
            I give him a death stare, "no actually, but still yes," I say, he shakes his head as Nick sits down with me. I lay my head on nicks chest, he wraps his arm around me and scrolls through TikTok with the other. 
        We all sit in silence for a while. Nick gets up to stream leaving a yuck kiss agenst my lips...so I'm left on the couch, but clay was still there. It was already 1 at this point. I go to stand but can't get up all the way, clay didn't notice
            "Hey clay.." I say slowly
          He looks up from his phone, "yeah?" He asked in response
            I laugh to myself, "c-can you please help me up," I say and hold my arms out
               "Oh my- NICK I THINK YOU BROKE HER!" He yells as he stands. He pulls me to my feet, I get my balance. Clay shakes his head as he goes back to sit down.
      Nick comes down the stairs, "at least she can still walk," he joked as I walked past him, I turn and punch his arm, really hard. He puts his hand over the spot that I hit, "ow," he pouted
I roll my eyes, "shut it," I grone and begin downstairs. I go to my room and get leggings and a graphic tee and a change of under clothes then head to my bathroom to shower. I turn on the water and play some music then undress and get into the hot water
After my shower I dress and brush my tooth then go out to my little music area. I set up a little bit and turn on the speakers to one as I always did for a short practices. I just start messing around with the different songs I can play, I recently learned how to play Rät on my guitar so I start playing it.
While I'm singing the lyrics clay walks downstairs and joins me around the speaker. He soon cuts me off, "start from the beginning," he says with a smile, "I did t get to hear that part," he finishes. I give a nod and go back to the beginning

"I come from scientists and atheists and white men who kill god they make technology high quality complex physiological,experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good. He tough me everything, just like a daddy should, and you where beautiful and vulnerable and power and success god damn I fell for you your flamethrowers your tunnels and your tech. I studied code because I wanted to do something great like you and the real tragedy is half of it was true. But we've been fucking mean, where elitist, where as flowed as any church. And this faux rad west coast dogma has a higher fucking network. I bit the apple cuz I loved you, it tasked like Thomas Malthus. Your proposal is immodest and insane. And I hope someday Selmers rides her fucking train,"
Y'all's know the rest
I finish the song with a smile, me and clay got along well and it was really nice, he was pretty close too, but definitely not as close as Nick was. We chilled and played music till Nick showed up and crashed our party.
He came down the stairs, we both turned to face him. "Hey you want to go and watch Clays football game tonight?" He asks walking over to us
I look at clay confused, "yeah sure, clay is that why you disappear all the time. Football practice?" I ask him as I turn to put my guitars back on the stand and turn off the speakers
He nods, "yep, I also just go to the gym sometimes for a while," he says
"What times the game?" I ask the both of them
"In 2 hours," they both say at the same time, we all laugh
"Ok well I'm going to go and get ready then, see you before we leave Nick, bye clay, see you tonight man," I say and walk quickly to my room. They both say bye and I close my door for privacy, y'know, girls always need there privacy.
I pick out an outfit and change into it, so I can mach my hair and makeup to my fit.