Y/n's POV I get home and go up to my room, my mom brings me water. Shortly after I arrive home Nick shows up, he knocks lightly and opens the door slowly with a smile, his arms full of some things he had stoped to get. He puts his stuff down and carefully lays down next to me. "I'm tired," I say quietly and closes my eyes. I feel his hand run through my hair slightly, sending a tingle down my spine. I smile slightly and roll onto my right side facing him, we gaze into each other's eyes for a while. "Your going to have a badass scar once that heals," he says with a smirk "I know, I mean, I already am a badass so any scar on me is badass," I say with a small giggle, he puts his hand on the side of my face and I get nervous. He gently rubs his thumb on my cheek and kisses my forehead, I feel my face go hot. He looks at me, his eyes wondering around my face. "Have I ever told you how beautiful you are? Because your beautiful," his words fill me with butterflies "have I ever told you how handsome you are, because your vary handsome," I say with a smirk on my face. He smiles, there's a few seconds of silence "good night Meine Liebi," I say and scoot down a little so my head can lay agents his chest. I feel his arm go under me right above my shoulder and he plays with my hair. We both slowly drift off to sleep
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(This what it looks like^) Y/n's pov As I awaken slowly I feel Nick playing with my hair, I take a breath and squeeze him a little, my side hurts a little more than last night because the pain killers aren't in affect anymore. Nicks pov I play with y/n's hair for a while while I scroll trough Twitter. After a while I feel her relax into me, I'm pretty sure she fell back to sleep, I pull up my camera and take a picture of us cuddling. In the picture you can see she's asleep but I'm awake pretty clearly. I contemplate posting it or not, eventually I end up putting it on my Twitter with the caption 'y/n needs cuddles! Send your love to help her out. Might stream later if she's feeling up for it!' And giggle at how fast comment section start to fill with all kinds of support and heart emojis. After a while y/n's mom walks into the room "oh good morning, just wanted to let you know breakfast is ready, just come downstairs whenever you two want to eat," she says quietly with a smile, i smile back at her as she closes the door again. I gently shake y/n "hey, breakfast is ready," I say gently, she looks up at me with a smile then rolls onto her back before slowly standing up. We both go downstairs and eat breakfast, then go back upstairs and I get ready for the day, I start to get nervous about leaving to go to school for the first time all week, it's already Wednesday and I haven't gone. I can always make up some dumb excuse but I'm afraid the truth might slip and all of my friends from school have probably already seen my Twitter posts by now. Sense y/n is ok with it I nervously drive home, get my school bag, and drive to school, only 1 hour late. I walk into the office and talk to the lady at the front desk "I need a late slip," I say quickly, with that she hands me the late slip and tells me we are in 3rd period, i quickly go to my locker and get out my stuff for the next 2 classes. I walk off to math, walking in everyone's eyes instantly look up from there papers and they all stare as I walk to my seat to put down my stuff. I give my teacher my late slip and the class continues. The lunch bell rings and I head off to my locker, the halls are full of kids and I push my way through a group of people just to get to my locker. As I unlock it I feel a hand on my shoulder then Clays voice "hey your back!" He says pulling me to face him and hugging me. "Kinda, I just got here basically, I wasn't planing on coming but y/n insisted so I had to," I say and hug him back. We head off to lunch and talk about what has been going on on the smp sense I haven't been on for a few days. Over time I feel more relaxed about people asking questions because I haven't gotten any yet other than from Clay, which is normal, and plus Clay and Y/n are friends anyways. The school day is good and I even got an A on one of my make up tests. The drive back to y/n's is full of excitement and suspense, as I arrive I walk up to the door and go inside. I know y/n and her mom are home because they told me they would be so I don't think much of just running up stairs and going to y/n's room. I knock lightly and open the door, placing my bag by the door I see y/n sat at her pc talking to someone. "Hey I'm going mute for a minute," she says quickly and mutes her mic. She stands up and walks over to me, hugging me gently before walking back over to her pc and sitting back down to continue talking to the person she was. I sit down on her bed and scroll though my phone for a while listening to there conversation one sided "No, I never said that but it's still true... well... I have thought of it before but never have the gut to do it... I'm serious, hasn't everyone? Oh come on man you're such a buzz kill... oh ya I'm good, we are going to stream about it later so watch that, not spoiling it for you... oh shut up it's not what it looks like ok, it Wasn't ment to happen like that but it ended up looking that way and it was technically his look so... no I'm serious he looked at me first and, it just went, ya basically. But like he started it so don't blame it on me... y-ya... no I'm not telling him ok, it's not like it's ever going to happen anyway." Soon after she ends call and closes out of discord, she stands up and walks over, laying down next to me, "what was that all about?" I ask her. "N-nothing important, just talking to Clay, he wanted to ask how I was doing is all," she responds nervously sitting up and scooting back to lean against her head board. She reaches down and runs her fingers through my hair repetitivly for a while. I continue to scroll through Twitter while she does, eventually she stops and gets up, walking off to do something. She goes into her bathroom and takes off my hoodie, then carefully lifts the tank top she has on up. Tw: blood and weird descriptions I can see the stitched cut on her stomach as she pulls back the bandage, there's still a little blood coming out of it which is normal for the day after surgery. She gets a rag and dampens it with water then carefully cleans the wond with it, her expression of discomfort makes my heart sink. I stand up quickly and walk into the bathroom, I gently rub her back. She leans her head on my shoulder and I feel her breath deeply, she continues to clean it gently then puts the bandage back on. She lowers her shirt and puts the hoodie back on, I step behind her and hug her around the shoulders, she giggles and reaches her hand up, placing it on the back of my head rubbing it a little. She turns her head and kisses my cheek, sending butterflies to my stomach. I lean my head down and rest it on her shoulder, swaying side to side slightly. We stay like this for a while. Before walking out I turn my head and kiss the side of her neck, I look up and see her face go red, her eyes closed, she opens her eyes slowly "Nick you sly asshole," she says and covers her face with the sleeves of my hoodie. "Told you I was a sly fox," I say and walk out of the room silently, she follows behind me. She sits at her desk and grabs her guitar, "I hope I can still play while I'm recovering, if I can't I will be sad," she says and tunes it a little before playing. She starts playing 'Your New Boyfriend' I guess she wasn't lying when she told wil she was learning it. Her attempt to sing quickly fades but she continues to play the song on her guitar, she finishes the song and looks up "welp... at least I can still play," she says, I can see the disappointment in her eyes. "It's alright, you will be able to soon, it's ok if you can't I don't want you to hurt yourself trying to," She smiles lightly and puts down her guitar, "I'm going to go get some food, when I'm done do you want to stream?" She asks as she picks up her phone. "Sure, I'm actually going to go get food with you, I'm a little hungry," I say and stand up. We go downstairs and eat, y/n takes some ibuprofen to help with the discomfort and pain. We grab some drinks and head upstairs to y/n's room, luckily she has her old gaming chair stashed away in her Narnia closet, she rolls it over and sits down in it. "Oh I forgot how comfy this chair is, I forget why I got a new one," she says with a giggle turning on her pc. She opens twitch, "so we can do this from my channel or yours, it doesn't matter to me, I've never done this before so," she says and opens her account. "Let's do it on yours, maybe you will find comfort in being a streamer, personaly it helps me with stress, I don't know what it is but when I go live, everything around me like stops. Anything going on outside of my room doesn't exist," I try my best to explain it, "cool, sounds good. I'm going to need your help though because I have no clue how this works," she says with a small giggle. Y/n's POV Nick kindly shows me how stream labs and everything works and we make my stream starting soon screen. "Ok, so now we have this done, we can start whenever your ready, I can tweet about it so my viewers can come and watch," he suggests. "Ok, you can start and tweet about it, I'm going to go downstairs and tell my mom really quickly, and my siblings and dad won't be home for a few hours so we should be fine with them," I say as I stand up "ok," he says and I walk out of the room I go downstairs and go to my moms room "hey, me and Nick are going to be streaming upstairs so if you need anything just text me," I say into her room without opening the door. "Alright, have fun," I hear her response from her bed. I walk back upstairs and go to my room, quietly closing the door and sit down. Sitting in front of my pc feels different all the sudden, it's not just there for me to keep myself happy, I'm now in front of thousands of people making there days. I grab my headset and put it on, take a deep breath then nod at Nick that I'm ready. He smiles and unmutes the mic, "hello everyone welcome to the stream, how is everyone's day?" I say with excitement in my voice, a part of me dies inside as nick turns on the camera and it displays on my stream. chat starts rolling with questions for me. I smile, "chill everyone, i will answer questions later, right now i am just going to chill and chat with friends if thats ok with everyone, you will get your story time later in the stream!" i exclame as i join a vc with Will. "Hello Will! how are you?" i ask as i join the vc. "fuck, you just scared the shit out of meee" he responds with a laugh, almost makeing me laugh "sorry will" i exclame before contenuing with the stream.we chat for a bit before wil asks "so how has learing my song been going? mind showing us?" he asks and turns his camera on from discord. i grab my guitar and sigh "sadly i cant sing it for you because of the thing but i will play it for you, and its not going to be perfect so," i say as i prepare myself "its ok if you cant sing it, i understand that, just play us some tunes!" will says in respons. after a few seconds of silents I start to strum the cords on my guitar, looking up at will every once and a while seeing a bright smile and surprised expresson on his face. i finish the song and look up at nick, also smiling as he listens. I put my guitar down and rest it against the leg of my desk, "wow y/n, that was really good, perfect actualy," wil says into his mic "oh it wasent perfect, i wish i could have sang it, bummer i cant" i respond "her singing is amasing, like oh my god," Nick says dramatecly from beside me. i look at him with a smile and look back at chat. we talk for a while over time other people join us in our chat until eventualy i diside its time to tell everyone what had happened to me over the past few days. Wc:2419
