Goodboyhalo x Jef (Jefhalo?) Oneshots (DISCONTINUED)

See How I Laugh at You

short filler I'm starting here at my aunt's house hejsjs

have another oneshot with audio I've been obsessed about

possibly a continuation of the last posted chapter???
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I stare down at the ground, an all too familiar stone with words engraved onto it sparkling in the moonlight. I grasp the moonstone ring I haven't taken off since the day it was given to me.

I lightly chuckle, my eyes closing as I continue to face the floor. My lips part to make words, but they just never arrive. I'm just stood there, laughing at my love.

No, a stone was not my beloved, I have not married a stone. I did, however, marry the man buried six feet under said stone.

I myself didn't comprehend why I was laughing at him, the one I loved with all my heart. The possible homeless man around the block who might hear me may as well think I'm a survivor of electroshock therapy.

Though, 'tis not the case.

"See what I learned from you, Good?" I finally spoke, English returning to my brain.

I smiled, moving my eyes towards the moon, it glistened as much as my stone. The night was surprisingly clear today, Good would've loved it. Though, he wouldn't have remembered it no matter how hard he tried. He didn't even recognize his own husband, nonetheless his own name.

However, this was not a laughing nor smiling matter.

My grin faded quite rapidly, my tensed muscles relaxing as I fall on my knees.

I grip my hair in a way that may be considered unhealthy or irresponsible, irritating, irregular. Groaning, yelling out onto the blades of grass that once caressed my body as I sailed on cloud nine.

"Why did it have to be you?!" I exclaimed, tugging on my scalp's follicles, possible tearing out a few.

I felt like a bird in a cage; trapped, surrounded by loved ones but none of those are whom which I wish to be with. The one I promised to spend my life with.

I returned to my quiet chuckle fit as tears threatened to pour out in buckets, though I didn't even bother to protest.

"I'll never understand, will I?.."
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I'm sorry for such a short, dumb and terrible filler I'll try to finish my initial work soon, like I said this morning, I came home yesterday with a terrible migraine and my entire body felt like collapsing so I didn't get to do what I wanted to :[

I feel better now, though, I took a few pills, and after a good night's rest, I was much better this morning in comparison :]