Larry one shots

Bully to Boyfriend to Fathers

Description: Louis is a year younger than Harry. Harry bullies Louis, but Louis has a thing for him. One day Harry bullies him too much and something makes Harry snap.

⚠TW⚠: suicidal thoughts, self-harm, and talk of suicide attempt

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"Look who we have here" Louis whimpers "Please, please don't hurt me" a flash of doubt washed over Harry's face but quickly changed back to a smirk. He punched Louis in the stomach, and Louis hunched over as tears filled his eyes. He ran to the boy's bathroom, the pain told him to stop but he kept running until he collapsed on the bathroom floor. He grabbed his pocket knife from his and took it to his arm.

Waste of space
Ugly
Useless
Worthless
Stupid
Nothing

He said as he sliced his arm. He can't do it anymore. He doesn't want to live anymore.

Something in Harry broke he couldn't bully Louis anymore. He ran after Louis when he burst through the door his face turned white. He saw Louis with a bloody arm and in his other hand, he had a pocket knife that he was holding against his neck crying and shaking. "LOUIS NO! STOP, PLEASE!!" he dropped to his knees crying, and grabbed the knife from his hand and away from his neck, and threw it across the bathroom floor.

He pulled Louis on his lap and held him tight and mumbled "God, what have I done, Louis please listen to me, I'm so sorry," he sobbed. After a while, Harry pushed Louis away from him a little so he could see his face "Please don't do it. I can't lose you" Louis sniffled "Why so-so you can just bully me m-m-more?"

Harry shook his head "No, god no never again, when I walked in here a found you about to kill yourself, god I- oh my god, I almost lost you. I thought I would never see your beautiful smile with the crinkles by your eyes, hear your amazing voice, hear your laugh, or look at your beautiful eye again. I would've never gotten the chance to tell you that I'm truly, madly, deeply, in love with you. I never told you because I heard you were with Liam and I was just so heartbroken because you were the first person I actually fell in love with" He held Louis as he sobbed. Harry still wasn't ready for rejection.

But love is all about sacrifices right?

Louis sat up a little "First, Liam cheated on me last week with someone called Zayn. Second, what you did hurt me, I tried to kill myself before. Remember when I was gone for a month last year that was because I took 37 sleeping pills but it didn't work, I was in a coma for 6 days. And all of these were because of you..." Louis pulls up his arm sleeves and his shirt up to his chest. Harry gasped and put his hand over his mouth.

"Oh my god I-I" that was all Harry could say before he broke completely, he wrapped his arms around Louis' waist and held him impossibly close, like if he let go Louis would turn to dust. "I can't believe I did all of this to you, god I don't want to lose you, hurt you, or make you feel like you have to do this to yourself anymore," Louis sat up a little and thumbed away Harry's tears "I don't know why or how but a part of me and it's not a small part either is 'Truly, madly, deeply, in love with you' too Harry"

Harry looked at him in disbelief, Louis leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to Harry's lips. When Louis pulled away and Harry was sobbing, "Why are you crying Hazza?" Harry gave Louis a small smile "I never thought I could love someone as much as I love you and to just know that you love me back makes me so happy. I'm going to make this right, I will never ever hurt you again, what I did was sick and I'm so sorry, I went too far, for god's sake, I almost lost you today. I can't imagine a life without you in it, and if I could, it would be a very dark and sad place,"

Harry leaned up and kissed Louis softly, Louis kissed him back right away, "Lou, will you be my boyfriend?" he asked after they pulled away. Louis smiled at him "Yes," he kissed Louis with so much love and he could feel Louis kiss him with just as much love maybe even more. 

"I never want to find you the way I did today again, it scared me to death. I don't want you to hurt yourself anymore, please don't do it again, okay?" Harry asked his boyfriend with tears welling up in his eyes and his voice cracking "I won't I promise" Louis pecked Harry's lips "I love you, Louis" 

"I love you, Harry" 

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Author's Note: Okay this one was like an emotional rollercoaster but I hope you like it. I'm thinking about doing a part two to this one-shot but IDK should I do a part two let me know. Also, ask me some questions or request some story ideas in the comments. Please vote and comment if you want to -Ash💙💚

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(Word Count: 890)