Larry one shots

Say You Love Me PT.2

TW and other notes: Smut, Fluff, PTSD, Purging, Eating Disorder, Relaps, Subspace

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the next day from the previous one-shot...

Harry woke up the next morning finding Louis not in the bed with him, he heard small gagging noises. He quickly got up and rushed to the bathroom, finding Louis with his fingers down his throat forcing himself to vomit. "Lou! No, baby stop," he quickly took the boy's fingers out of his mouth and pulled him away from the toilet. "Baby, you haven't had an episode in a while, what happened, princess?" he asked softly as Louis cried into his arms.

" I'm not good enough for you, I'm trying to be good enough for you, y-you deserve b-b-better," Harry kissed his hair, "You are good enough, Louis, you don't need to make yourself sick to be good enough because you already are, my love," Louis didn't respond as he cried, turning to climb on Harry's lap before he buried his face into the crook of the taller's neck.

"I love you, I love you so much, Louis, I have for a really, really long time and I don't want to stop loving you ever and I'm not planning on it either," Harry told him as he rubbed his back and kissed his temple softly. Louis got up off of Harry's lap, his body was shaking as he quickly slipped on his shoes, grabbed his phone, and started trying to leave. "Baby, where are you going?" Harry held his hand gently, "Leaving, I don't deserve you, you deserve better, soon you're going to realize it too, and I'm leaving before I get too attached," Louis confessed to him.

Louis dropped Harry's hand and ran out of the house quickly into the cold winter snow, Harry promptly put on his shoes and grabbed his wallet and keys before he followed him, calling his name but the blue-eyed boy wouldn't respond...

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After about twenty minutes of walking, Louis stopped at a small park, Harry noticed the boy was swaying a bit so he quickly got to him and held him close by his waist as he stood in front of him. "Lou? Lou?" he questioned softly, "Dizzy," he responded, Harry held him tighter, "I've got you, love, let's go to the cafe across the street, you need to eat, princess,"

Louis held onto the green-eyed boy tightly, "You're okay, I've got you, I'm not going to let you fall. Do you need to sit on the bench for a moment?" Louis nodded softly. "I-I can't walk a-all the way over t-there," he murmured once the two were sitting down on a bench that wasn't covered in snow. Harry kissed his forehead, "I'll go and get us something to eat in a minute, I want to make sure you're okay before I get up and leave to get food, okay?"

The blue-eyed boy gave him a subtle nod, Harry held him close and kissed his hair, "I'm here for you, Lou, always have been, and I always will be, I promise," Louis sniffled. "I know you're scared, Lou, but I want you to know that you don't have to be," Louis let out a small sob, Harry kissed his forehead. 

"I'm gonna get us some food, after we eat and you feel ready, we'll walk home and we're going to talk, okay?" Louis nodded softly, Harry lifted his chin and pecked his lips, "I love you," Louis gave him a small smile but didn't reply. Harry pecked his lips again before getting up, "Stay here while I go get us some breakfast okay, darling?" Louis nodded.

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After about ten minutes, Harry came back with two cups of Yorkshire tea and a bag of pastries, "I got you all of your favorite pastries and your favorite tea just the way you like," Louis smiled softly, "Thank you, Haz," Harry pecked his lips, "Of course, love," he replied instantly. 

Harry let the younger pick what pastry he wanted first before grabbing one himself, "Remember Lou, just eat as much as you can, okay? I don't want you overworking your stomach," Louis gave him a nod. "Thank you for being so understanding," Harry grabbed one of his hands in his, "Of course, love, I will always be here for you if you need me, I will always be here to listen, cuddle, and hold you as much as you need me to,"