Blame It On Pride

C h a p t e r E i g h t e e n

Y/n's POV:

Pulling over, we walked towards the lift, and he still didn't say a word, not even one,

I knot at my fingers, suppressing in that burning urge to say something, however I don't, I surpass it,

Reaching our apartment, Rafe opens the door for me and I mumble 'Thank you.',

I hook my coat aside and notice that Rafe is walking towards the panoramic window,

The iridescent lights from outside barely shine through, however I can see everything pretty well, I step towards him,

'Rafe-'

'Y/n, why are you always so determined to not listen huh?' He asks, almost yelling however it's terser, he glances at me, his jaw is still clenched and he is observing me, gauging for my answer,

'We are partners-'

'You know how fucking dangerous this mission was? You didn't just put anyone at risk, you put yourself the most.'

'And since when does that matter to you?' I yell in response, he walks closer to me, his fists clenched,

'It doesn't-I just know that you have tendency of messing everything up-'

'I saved your life-'

'That man was a sleazeball, he would never get me-'

'Rafe-'

'Y/n!'

We keep arguing, yelling at each other, Rafe is stepping closer and closer,

'I hate you!'

'Show me then!' He berates, 'Show me just how much you hate me, because trust me, I hate you just the same amount and maybe even more!' He yells, as then, I am already pressed against the window, lights from the outside emphasise on Rafe's face,

It is quiet, the tension between us is gnawing at me, we are both breathing heavily, both raging, both confounded and most importantly, both looking right in each other's eyes, his however trace down to my lips and back up,

Our faces inches from each other, I can feel his cold breath against my skin,

'Fuck Y/n...' He mutters under his breath, as right after that, his lips smash against mine, he grasps my waist and pulls me closer, his other hand pinned in my hair, my hand momentarily traces to the back of his head, scrunching up his hair and the other one lies on his cheek, he groans into my mouth, the kiss is a mix of emotions,

Passion, lust, envy, despise, wrath and longing, we push each other closer as his lips begin traveling down my neck, leaving a legacy of marks as he moans my name against my skin,

I crane my head and cry out his, as he begins to rip my blouse apart, tossing it aside, he then unfastens my bra as his lips wrap around my right breast, nibbling and knotting on my left one, as he then switches, his eyes remain on mine as he continues to trace his lips lower, he begins unzipping my pants and pulling them down as he then kneels in front of me,

'You are the only person I'll kneel for, remember that.' He demands, as he then begins to slide my bottom lingerie down, he grasps one of my legs and tucks it on his shoulder, he is looking right into my eyes,

He is smirking once again, his fingers trace from my navel, getting lower and lower as eventually, they are rubbing right on my clitoris, I let out a cry of his name as he keeps teasing me,

'Will you ever disobey me again?' He asks, as he tilts his head, awaiting my answers, I shake my head however he immediately stops, I look at him, begging for more, 'Use your words darling.' He demands,

'No-no I won't disobey you-' I groan as he smirks and continues this bittersweet assault upon me,

'Rafe-please-'

'Please what princess, what do you want?' He asks, as he continues to trace his fingers, 'you're so wet for me, how long has this been going for?'

'Please I want you Rafe!' I groan,

'Beg for it.' He commands,

'Rafe-please, I am begging you!' I cry out,

'I want the whole fucking building to know my name and who you belong to love.' He demands, as he then balances me against the window by pressing me against it and holding both of my legs above his shoulders, he holds my left breast with one of his hands, as his other hand holds my waist, tracing lower time by time,

He leans in as then I can feel his breath against my clit, his tongue eventually comes in contact, I cry out his name, as I can hear and feel him moaning mine,

He dives deeper, his tongue gliding against my walls and then back in,

I have nowhere to grasp, so Rafe raises his hand for me to squeeze onto, as that is exactly what I do,

I clasp his hand and stabilise myself against his touch, I can feel that sweet release approaching me, I cry out his name,

'Rafe-I am close-'

'The cum for me princess, do it.' He commands, as then, a sweet tingle runs down my whole body, I arch my back as I cry out, I feel my legs shaking as I gasp,

'Fuck,' Rafe groans, as he finished off and placing my legs back on the surface, he licks his bottom lip and wipes it with his finger, licking it after,

'You really are my dirty-little slut, aren't you?' He asks, as he then steps closer, I am varied off, however he looks like we are only getting started...