Chapter 17
I stop chasing Adam when i realize to myself that i couldn't follow him anymore because of the crowd
so i end up broken hearted and when back to our room, to continue my duties
i'm still wiping some tears from my eyes when i get to or room
"hey, Joni is something wrong" Liss ask me
I just smile at her, i can't even start a conversation right now
she seems to get what's happening to me, so she just hug me
and she rub my back to give some comfort for me
"anyways Joni Adams waiting in the mini-restaurant we had for this University Fest, he seems he wanted to date you" Liss told me
now he's waiting for me, nice he's actually pissed me a bit by me trying to chase him the whole time
i'm still mad at him, but it wasn't as important to have a word with him
I still need to know the truth
so i went inside and stop myself from crying
this is not the Joni i know, i'm tough, i can do this
I easily saw him sitting near the window, so went and sit next to him
my madness just flew away in seconds by just looking at his eyes
he just smiling at me.
"so Adam is there something i need to know about you?" i ask him holding his hands from the table
he look at the window trying not to look into my eyes
he breathe deep before having his words "Joni i'm sorry, i can't be with you forever"
that words actually broke my heart in seconds right there
I've tried myself not to cry but i can feel tears trying to come out
"what didn't you mean?" i'm still confuse
"I died about four weeks ago from a car accident, and i can feel that i'll be leaving so soon" now i can see his tears falling from his face
It actually hurts to look at the person you loved sad, and what hurt most is trying not to cry even though it hurts so, so bad
"but we still got today, so let's make the best out of it" he smiles at me while wiping his tears out of his eyes
he grab me in my hands and we ran away from my room
without knowing where to go, i just follow him
so that day...
that very last day.
we so lots of stupid stuffs around the campus
by trying to join others classes activities that day
we dance, we sing, we eat, we play, we watch some plays and movies
what the good thing is that, i've done this stuffs with Adam the guy I love so much
I wish that this time could stop and stay where it is when…everything is perfect...for me...for us
the last event for our University Fest is that, there's a lantern lighting
it is where all students were we lighting lanterns and letting it flew to the air
both i and Adam share the same lanterns together
I don't wanna lose him for this very moment
and so the countdown starts
"10" the crowd shouted
"9" me and Adam join them counting
"8" he were just smiling at me
"7" he seems very happy
"6" I love you so much Adam, i wish that you could just be with me
"5" now i can feel my tears falling from my eyes
"4" Adam wipe my tears
"3" and he kiss me and I kiss him back, a deep and warm kiss
"2" "what is you last wish Joni?" he told me
I close my eyes and feel for a very worth it wish for both of us
"1" i hug him very close to me,
"0" we let go first at our lantern and kiss again
"I wish you to love me forever" now i just can't stop myself from crying, i couldn't help myself so bad
"I will...I Will Joni Forever and Always" he just smile, his a special kind of guy to me,
a very special and only guy that i loved so much
which cuts my heart, cause i saw as the lanterns flew into the sky so as him
the last time i saw Adam happy.. so happy.
