Chapter 22
Dave's POV
I know what’s my real health condition.
I've tried to hide it from my friends, especially to the only girl i love the most, to Joni
it was actually serve heart failure, I got this since like i was 8
I've hide it to Joni when we were still kids
now it's back to haunt me
the doctor told me before that it can't be cured by just taking pills
I must go to an operation as soon as possible
but It was too late now
the recent doctor just told me the saddest news of my entire life
I only got few months of living.
I was actually crying when I heard about the news
and especially don't wanna leave Joni all alone in this cruel life
why does when everything was going to fine for both of us, it's when the time was really worst for our lovestory.
I just really, really wanted her and just some girl out there
now i'm trying to question my faith, why this things happen to good people
all i just wanted to do is for us to be happy
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the doctor went out of my room and seems like that was Joni's, Zac's and Liss's voice out there
I must wipe my tears for them not to see me crying
things could be better if i act better in front of them
I must look okay, in front of them and make them belief that everything is fine
I still don't got the sweetest YES from Joni's mouth
and soon enough that i've never expected she gave me her heart
it cuts my heart a little bit, because i know sooner or later i'll be leaving her behind in this world
I love her so much, she brings me hope that someday when things go gray and rough for both of us
my life and love, forever, since the first day i lay my eyes on her
I know that she's the one my first love and my all.
i'm willing to lost my life for her, to lost everything that i had
that's why i'm being such a pain in the ass, since the day that Adam came in the picture
and make this shy guy to be brave and day.. what i wanted to say a very...very long, long time ago.
