Only If She Knew✔️

chapter : 20

"You guys should continue", Sidharth said and left from there hurriedly as he knew if he stayed there his parents will stop him. After reaching his room he called Shehnaaz but she didn't picked his call which increased his fear more

Shehnaaz ran from here house without thinking twice. She was having her pruse and phone nothing else as she thought she have to stay there today but not anymore. She hides herself near one tree and waited for her father to go away who was behind her to search for her. Suddenly her phone started ringing showing Sidharth number. She can't end his call thinking what if it is important, neither she want to pick because of regret. She put her phone on silent mode and looked behind to see her father gone

Shehnaaz sighed and noticed one autorickshaw coming. She gave her hand and asked auto driver to drop her near beach. She controlled herself in whole journey as she can't cry in front of anyone. She just want peace which she know , she can her there. She don't have energy left to go back to Sidharth and apologize for her behaviour.

How she will apologize? And how she will meet her eyes with him. When she reached there she noticed one 9 year boy playing with his parents. Her heart pained with those memories which she shared with that child. How she told him that she will gift him one friend and how that guy was source of light in her left but she stopped meeting them.

Rather to say she stopped visiting every place which was related to him and her happy memories. A tear drop fell from her eye even when she was trying hard to control

"Angel didi", Shehnaaz heard loud shout and noticed that he came towards her. She bends to his level and asked

"You remember me?", Shehnaaz asked and took his tiny hands in hers

"Yes but where were you and where is baby?",he asked. Shehnaaz hugged him without replying as she don't have any answer. She is happy that atleast he remember her. It's been 2½ year for him. That time he was little. She thought he will never remember her but he do

"God said Vansh just want angel with him", Shehnaaz replied with tears. She don't know if they are because she meet him or because of regret. She want to cry her heart out but not in front of child who is big enough to understand if someone is in pain or not. Shehnaaz noticed one couple coming there and stand up after wiping her tears

"You guys still visit this place?", Shehnaaz asked to which that couple nodded. They told Shehnaaz that it's still their daily routine to come there. Shehnaaz looked down as it was hers and Sidharth's routine as well but they stopped

"So you are married to that guy or..?", Stopped that lady in middle noticing Shehnaaz hairline and nuptial chain which Shehnaaz didn't opened because she feared if she opened them then something worst will happen with Sidharth

"I am married to Sidharth Diya", Shehnaaz told and turned to go when her husband asked Shehnaaz why she stopped visiting this place and where Sidharth was initially as they knew Sidharth was missing that time

"Can we please ignore this conversation. It was nice meeting you. How he remember me by the way?", Shehnaaz asked. Diya smiled as they meet as stranger's where Shehnaaz shared a good bond with their child which gave her little strength and happiness in her pregnancy. Diya was helping her how to manage everything but after 3 months Shehnaaz started having difficulty in everything as nobody was there to complete her mood swings.

From that time everything turned upside down. She felt she lost everything again today but one conversation with him lights her heart up

"Ok we can understand love. Actually we showed him your pictures and we use your name that you will come if he will be a good boy. He keep asking for child so we tell him that once you will meet him he will get that ", she told. Shehnaaz giggled thinking about them