Only If She Knew✔️

chapter: 2

"Hell with success", Sidharth shouted at top of his voice and sat on the ground with a thud. He started recalling his every moment with her, those were blissful. His mother entered his room and noticed everything messed up in the room. She thought her child will meet her but no rather than greeting her happily he is behaving like a madman

"Ohh sir you came. Do you need anything?", asked Rita with a plain face. Sidharth looked at his mother in horror and ran toward her. He already lost his precious girl, now he can't lose his mother. He hugged Rita and told her everything

"Sh...she was pregnant with my child. How can I", Sidharth choked with tears. Rita interrupted him in middle and kissed his forehead.

"Chup Sidharth. See it is not your fault nor hers. It was destiny. Now like a good boy wipe your tears and stand up. Clear her misunderstanding and ask her forgiveness", said Rita softly. Sidharth looked down. He is still not over the truth that he lost his first child. He was having many dreams regarding thier first child, he always used to think what if he became a father? How he would react? His happiness would have no bounds but when he sees himself now, he can't jump in excitement thinking about his child

That innocent girl/boy left this world without meeting him

"She will never forgive me, mom. I showed her many dreams regarding my child and when she was ..... I. I left. I don't feel good mom. I am not even a good son because I stopped talking with you I am sorry", Sidharth said in low voice holding his ears. Rita shooked her head and pushed his hands down. She asked him to sleep on her lap

"I am not angry son. I know my Sid is the best and will be. Regarding her so maybe for some time you have to bear her anger but I know my son is not that weak to give up. Sidharth you earned everything just for her then why are you behaving like this", said Rita softly trying to make him understand that she loves him the way he is. She doesn't want him to give up on her. As much he missed her even she missed Shehnaaz. Just because of her father even she was forced to ignore her. She was very sad for hurting that pure soul but was unable to give her a hint because Shehnaaz was never alone.

Rita never knew Shehnaaz was pregnant. If she knew she would have called him immediately. This news shocked her but this time she need to make Sidharth understand that he should not give up

"Ok love you soo much mom", he said and closed his eyes remembering his conversation with Shehnaaz regarding babies

Flashback start

"Sidharth leave me yrr", Shehnaaz said trying hard to push Sidharth who is caging her between himself and the wall. Sidharth shooked his head and said.

"I am so happy that our parents agreed to marriage", he said and touched thier foreheads together. He is so happy that her father too agreed to thier marriage. Shehnaaz hummed and hugged him. She is still insecure because she can't believe how her father said yes. She kissed his cheeks and asked him softly to let her go now

"No just think Shehnaaz soon we will marry and then we will have children. I can't wait... I can't wait to hold my little princess in my arms. I want her to hold my finger with her tiny hands. I will never leave her for a second then. I want baby immediately then", he said shocking her. She never thought that fast the way he is thinking

"Mad men. I am not that fast-forward Sidharth. I am happy you want a baby but.... ", Shehnaaz said but Sidharth interrupted her in middle by placing his hand on her lips

"It's ok kiddo. I can wait. I already have one child with me", he said lovingly. Shehnaaz kissed his finger which was on her lips and passed a smile toward him

"Yes don't give that much importance to anyone", Shehnaaz warned him. Sidharth nodded with a smile. He intertwined their fingers together and walked outside his house. It was not big, just a small house with 2 rooms. Shehnaaz never felt this house small as everything was there that she needed
Flashback end

"I will never give that much importance to anyone. I will be yours forever", Sidharth said in sleep. Rita smiled and layed him on the bed comfortably. She wants to talk with Shehnaaz but she doesn't have that much confidence. She is very scared to talk with her after her behaviour. Whenever she thought to talk with her alone someone used to interrupt them which used to scare her.

"I'm sorry my bacha", said Rita thinking about Shehnaaz. She is happy to see her son back but sad at the same time because her son is not the same anymore. He is not lazy Sidharth anymore. Her son now knows how to cook and wash dishes as well as clothes which is very strange for her. In the evening she talked with him regarding his future and helped him to gain strength. She knows her son will stand up for himself and Shehnaaz soon

Next day

"Sidharth. Where are you going?" Asked Rita when she found him wearing a blue-coloured designer 3-piece suit. It looked like he is going on marriage but whose? Or he is invited to someone's function? She is very confused now

"For engagement mom", Sidharth said and left the mansion after hugging his mother. If not Shehnaaz then at least he has his mother to give her strength. He mentally smirked in his mind at his planning. He now can't wait to meet Her. He already asked his detectives to find out everything about Shehnaaz and inform him immediately
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