Only If She Knew✔️

chapter : 15

"I can but I keep quiet when I can't answer", Sidharth gave her straight reply and hugged his mother. Shehnaaz looked aside towards lawer, for her marriage is very pure relation which she can never break if she married him. She don't think marriage is based upon papers but now her whole life with depend upon these

Shehnaaz looked towards papers and then Sidharth, she is in dilemma, she don't know what to do and what not. One side she want to marry him but at the same time she don't want to. She is scared about their future as well as here she is not that much happy with this decision

"Marry him. I promise you will not regret. You believe me hana? For me please", Rita pleased forcing Shehnaaz to loose herself and choose one decision being emotional again. She picked garland from Shehbaaz hands and stared Sidharth who was already looking at her with love filled eyes

She wanted to shout at him for forcing her like this but in front of his parents she could not voice anything out. Sidharth smiled and put garland around her neck. He understood from her eyes that she is very angry from this marriage right now but only this option was left for him

"Even I am helpless Shehnaaz otherwise do you think I will think of hurting you? Do you think I will ever force you in something?", Sidharth asked . Shehnaaz shooked her head and put garland around his shoulder silently without saying anything as from inside she is going through emotional turmoil. She is again choosing Sidharth over her father. Again she is repeating past , she is wondering why Shehbaaz is supporting him

Soon Sidharth filled her hairline and put vermillion around her neck. Then lawyer asked them to sign marriage papers. Sidharth signed papers and stepped back to give space for Shehnaaz to sign. Shehnaaz stared papers for a minute before signing them. A tear drop fell from her eyes with regret that she married him without letting anyone know.

She was blaming Sidharth for leaving her when she herself cheated someone

"I'm sorry Veer", Shehnaaz thought and walked towards Rita. She don't want to talk with anyone right now than her. If she talked with Sidharth or Shehbaaz then she may loose her patience so she asked Rita if they go back home

"Yes bacha let's go", Rita replied lovingly and kissed Shehnaaz forehead. Shehnaaz closed her eyes gaining strength, she need to deal with Sidharth at night now. Everything is not yet normal but still this guy was trying to show it is.
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They reached home where Rita welcomed her with love and respect like she is her daughter in law. Shehnaaz smiled sensing love and asked Rita if she can stay with her

"No Shehnaaz. You both are just married. Solve your issues first", suggested Rita and left from there leaving Shehnaaz alone with Sidharth

"C..come", Sidharth said in low voice and left from there. Shehnaaz nodded and walked behind him not knowing what to do right now. Whenever she see Rita her wish to stay here forever increases but whenever she find her every right and dream crashing down she just want to run away. As are entered his room, his scent fragrance took her heart. She stopped near door and noticed him setting bed which scared her as she was not even ready for marriage yet

"You can sleep here I...I will use another room is that fine?", Sidharth asked shocking her.

"What do you mean by this? After marrying me you want us to stay in different rooms? Is this your plan Sidharth?",asked Shehnaaz angrily with tears. She didn't wanted them to take next step in marriage before dealing thier issues but at the same time she want him to stay with her. She felt leftover and cheated again when Sidharth came in front of her and wiped her tears

"Definately not like this. I thought you are not comfortable and you will not like sleeping with me..", Sidharth tried explaining his side to which Shehnaaz chuckled

"Really? Do you think like this? What if I say I can sleep with you? ", Asked Shehnaaz raising her eyebrows. Sidharth smiled and kissed her forehead lovingly

"Then what are you waiting for. Take rest. I promise I will stay in my limits don't worry", Sidharth said assuring her and dragged her towards bed. Shehnaaz sat on bed and looked towards his standing figure. She is unable to understand his intentions. What he exactly want? Her tears or happiness?

"I know I am handsome and you have right to stare me but atleast look at me with smile otherwise I am feeling like you will kill me", Sidharth said and giggled. Shehnaaz smiled for a second but it vanished in seconds realising she have many more things to deal with

"Why this sudden marriage? I am scared what dad will think? I again..", Shehnaaz said but Sidharth interrupted her in middle

"Don't worry Shehnaaz. I am with you and will support you there as well. Now you are my beautiful wife. I will tell you everything from start to finish day after tomorrow. Till then will you believe me? Do you accept this marriage?",asked Sidharth

"Fine I will wait. Yes ofcourse I do otherwise why a girl will sit with that guy who forced her in marriage", Shehnaaz said

"Sorry it was really important otherwise you know right mom will never support me if I am wrong", Sidharth said as matter of fact. Shehnaaz nodded as she know this fact very well. That was the main reason she married him. Just because of his mother, after knowing her health she don't even want to stay away fro her now

"Dad is coming back tomorrow morning. He will be very happy finding you as daughter in law of this house", Sidharth said with a smile

"I wish same", Shehnaaz said

"Shehnaaz... I want to ask one thing... Can you please tell me what happened I left you?", Sidharth asked looking down

"Sidharth don't ask me this. First tell me everything from your side. Please don't ask this right now otherwise I don't know how I will react. Just because of mom I am believing you and your decision so keep quiet", Shehnaaz warned and stand up to close door but Sidharth held her hand

"Ok. Can we talk something else?",he asked
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