My World(s)? She-ra Fanfic AdoraxReader And A Certain Kitty

88- Corridors

Catra's PoV

'What am I doing?'

Do I really think I can come on top here? I mean, I did it in the Fright Zone but it was because Hordak was a useless leader, he didn't know how to rule. I basically did everything there, but here.....

Prime rules this place, he rules over everyone here and not just because he controls their minds but because the clones..... They are him, he created them, built them in his image. So do I really think I can get higher here? Do I really think he will trust me enough to make me a commander? I doubt it, he doesn't trust anyone. Guess that's why he is inside the clone's heads, controlling them, making them his puppets. I'm sure he is just using me to get to (AC/N), he knew she would come for me

'Why did you do it Cub? We both know I don't matter'

I saw her broken eyes when she looked back at me and realized I betrayed her, that I led her to a trap. My heart ached when those (E/C) eyes locked with mine. The pain and betrayed that were in them as she was forced out of the room destroyed me completely

She knew she lost. She knew she had one shot on getting out of here and now that was gone and it's my fault. I did that to her. I let that happened. I let Prime tricked her, manipulate her.... I did that

'She would be better off without me.... I do nothing but hurt her. She shouldn't worry about someone like me.... But then again she can stop worrying to safe her life, that's just how she is..... Just like Adora

She would always be there when I needed her when we where kids, even if I wanted to be alone, she would always come and find me. She would....... Stay with me

I miss that, I miss those simple and kind moments we used to have back in the Horde. I remember she came looking for me after I hurt Lonnie when we were playing

Catra!!.......

Catra, come out. I know you didn't mean to hit Lonnie

I didn't like her, she would always tried to be best friends with Adora.... And I never liked it, Adora was my friend, she was supposed to be with me. And Adora being the good friend she is, she would come for me.... Even if I.... Hurt her. I didn't meant to, I just..... Lost it

You didn't have to do it....
Why'd you do it?

But she came back either way. Stayed with me and kept me company till I felt better and safe to come out

I am your friend, Catra. I'm always gonna be your friend

She never gave up on me, not once. That was until she.... until I.... That was until She-ra appeared. I don't like apologizing, I never did and I would never apologize to anyone but I....'

I'll never say sorry to anybody, EVER!

I sigh miserably as I look out of the window, a planet being Freed by Prime could be seen in the near distance

'That's what he's doing to Etheria..... And I'm letting it happened. But what else can I do?! I lost everything, the Rebellion defeated the Horde..... I have nothing left

Being here.... Maybe I deserve to be here, if I go back to Etheria they'll.....

No! I belong here, maybe I won't rule this place but if I play my cards correctly I might be able to earn a place here..... This is where I belong'