107- Perils of Peekablue

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Finally an update!🙏 😂 sorry it's taking me so long to update 😬💕

Adora's PoV

"It's ok Adora, let's take this nice and slow...." (AC/N) whispers gently next to me

".....Just like when you practice in transforming the sword. Just focus and clear your mind" with my eyes close I let out a sigh

"Ok She-ra, I know you are in there" with my girlfriend's words, I focus enough to feel my magic growing inside. I open my eyes with a grunt, feeling them bright up with magic as I focus a little more, the sword starting to materialize, but just then...

"Ohh! You almost had it" Bow shouts from behind the Captain's chair, startling the life out of (AC/N) and me. We both yelp surprised and afraid, but (AC/N) reacted a little worst than I did. After yelping she lost the balance on the armrest of the chair, where she was sitting and ended up falling to the ground

"(AC/N)!" Bow, Glimmer and I gaps concerned, me going directly to help her up

"Sorry (Y/N), I didn't mean to scared you" Bow apologize with a guilt smile as he also helps her up

"It's ok Bow, I'm fine" she smiles brightly back at him and places her hand on his shoulder. Not blaming him for anything

"Are you ok?" Glimmer asks worry, wanting to embrace her in a tight hug but stopping herself

We have discussed with them how (AC/N) sometimes reacts to physical contact. Right now sometimes she feels comfortable enough to share a hug, but other times she's willing to give you a hug but her body tenses uncomfortably so you know she doesn't want it or doesn't feel safe in it. She would force herself to accept the hug, knowing that it's us and that she's safe but the fear in those (E/C) eyes never leave. Making her afraid and uncomfortable near us but compelling to the hug to please us

"I'm ok Glim, nothing broken" she smiles sweetly to her, nothing but love in her eyes. Reaching out and gently take her forearm. For her sake we decided to let her do the physical contact whenever she feels comfortable enough to show it. And I can see how much it hurts her not being able to feel comfortable enough to share a hug with us

I know how much she loves us, she has always shown her love and support with words but more than that, she's always shown it with actions, hug and kisses, fighting alongside us and doing everything in her power to protect us. And now, I can see she wants nothing more than to embrace Glimmer and Bow in a hug and melt in them but whatever Prime told her or did to her on his ship has built up a thick wall between herself and us, and I hate it

"Are you hurt?" I ask concerned, starting to check around her body, looking for any sign of injury

"Adora I fell no more than one meter, I'm ok" she giggles, taking my hand and squeezing it gently

"Ok" I breathe out relief, bringing that hand up to me lip so I could give it a soft kiss. This became the only way I could kiss her without driving out any bad memory from her time on Prime's ship. I wish I could know exactly what he did so I could help her get through it, so I could take away her pain forever. I can't help her if she keeps her nightmares and worries to herself, but I don't want to push too far because I know she's not ready to talk about it yet

So for now I can only do this. I can only make sure she know how much I love her and how much she means to me, so for now little kiss on her hands, sweet words whenever she needs to hear them and gentle hand squeezes here and there are all I need to show her my love

She smiles happily at my action and I could even see a gentle blush on her cheeks as I take her back to the chair, us sitting again in the same position as before, me on the chair and she sitting on the armrest on my left

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