From a butterfly to a butterfly, it was somehow hard to believe that two kids could be so love foolish. Falling in love at first sight, maybe love wasn't as dreamy as it seemed. After all, with the crap they've been through, the two ex-lovers will a...
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2021. may 30th. 00:00 am.
choi yeonjun, writing to you.
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It's been a few days, my love.
You have finally given me a chance, and I thank you for that, especially when the past still somewhat hurts you as much as it did for me. Beomgyu told me to write you a letter, a forsaken one that you may never find nor read. I knew he had one too, and asking for it, I read everything he wanted to tell you.
I... agree. I was pretty bad. Starting from the beginning, I always had my eyes on you, Yihwa. It was the first time someone had become so interested in the curly-haired brunette. I knew something was special about you ever since the day you persisted in dating him. Was it his looks? Was it his personality? I still don't have the guts to ask you about these things. You still scare me as much as you did in junior year, but this time, for different reasons.
I fear that I may lose you again, maybe not to Beomgyu, but to your inner feelings that may collide with mine. Beomgyu has always been right. I've... liked you ever since the day we met. Of course, it took me years to realize my true feelings for you, but ever since the day you sacrificed yourself for your freshman cake... there was something about you, Yihwa, that I could never quite understand.
Your determination grew for many years and seeing you again now, in all your beauty, I'm proud of you. I didn't know what I'd expect the day Yena told me that your hair was down for the first time in seven years. I just knew you'd be beautiful, and I'd fall for you all over again.
It's true, and though you may never reach Beomgyu nor my notes, I tried to steal you from Beomgyu. Of course, I realized my faults after the fight, after telling him not to try to hurt you again. I knew I was horrible. If my determination had kept its all-time high, I wouldn't have tried to create some distance between us. I was the villain, I've known it even when I desperately tried to keep you by my side.
However, that's why I also let you go.
It's good knowing that Beomgyu wanted me to go after you later on in life because now, we're dating. I want to treat you right, especially after all the mistakes we've made in the past. As we date and discover the mentality as we grow, I can't help but feel sad for Beomgyu. He's still not over you, and he doesn't look like he ever will be for a while.
