"𝑪𝒓𝒚 𝑩𝒂𝒃𝒚"

𝔸 𝕡𝕣𝕦𝕕𝕖

"𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐲𝐞𝐭?𝐉𝐞𝐞𝐳 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐮𝐝𝐞!"

I haven't lost my virginity yet.

While all my friends are sharing their sexual experiences at lunch I just laugh a little to act like I relate.

But I don't...

I can't

I look at my boyfriend and saw a flash of disappointment in his eyes.Was he disappointed that he couldn't join in on the conversation with his friends?

I feel guilty for this.Every time he's tried to take a make out session further I've pushed him away at last minute. I can always here the slight disappointment in his voice while he says "No rush or anything...let's just watch a movie"

"I'm sorry" I mumble

"Don't be!Whenever you're ready"

He was ready. I knew that.But I wasn't...

Was I?

I don't know...

"You've been quiet this whole time Becca!Are we making you uncomfortable?" Mina genuinely asked. I knew if I was uncomfortable with their conversation and she knew then she'd put a quick stop to it.

"No...please continue" I say looking down at my food. "Why would it make her uncomfortable?!Don't tell me you're some kind of prude freckles!" Bakugo laughed earning a slap on the arm from Mina "Bakugo that's so r-!" Lou elbows him in the arm before being interrupted

"What's this about Becca being a prude?" Mineta grinned. "Don't tell me you're still a virgin!" "What's it to you grape dick?!" I ask with a small frown

"Who's a prude?" Monoma says as he walks past the table "None of your damn b-!" Bakugo starts to shout before Kaminari joins in without thinking "Becca!" He says while pointing at the raven haired girl who was biting her lip and bunching her skirt in her hands

"You are?" He mischievously grins "Yes I am..but even then why is it your business!" She snaps "That's just disappointing" he sighs before walking away

Tears sting in my eyes as I quickly blink them away

"Babe..y-" Kirishima starts to reassure his girlfriend before she slaps his hand away and leaves the table.

"What's got her panties in a bunch?" Denki asks with no knowledge to how he made her feel. "You guys are complete idiots" was all Mina said before she and Lou ran after their friend

I lean against the bathroom wall before sliding down to the floor in tears.This is what I get for not giving myself to him.He's disappointed.

I'm disappointing...

Boring...

A prude...

A stuck up bitch...

I look up as the bathroom door opens. I blink the tears away as I see a blur of pink through my watering eyes. "What's up" I wipe my tears with the back of my hand. "I'm sorry they were taunting you like that" Mina says before sitting on the floor and pulling me into a hug.