"𝑪𝒓𝒚 𝑩𝒂𝒃𝒚"

ℕ𝕖𝕨 𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕜𝕤

"𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚕𝚢? 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚠?!"

As I lay on my bed with my hands mindlessly wandering over my stomach then down to my hips which makes me pause

My stretch marks on my hips have become wider and more noticeable.

I've never been happy with them but I only recently started to hate them when they showed up more prominently along with a few new ones on my stomach. It made me fume with anger at my body

Why does it have to do this to me?!

As I feel around some more out of curiosity and find a new one up my back that most definitely wasn't there yesterday

This one felt huge and made me roll over onto my stomach with a groan

I know I'm not perfect but I at least wanna pretend that I am. These stretch marks were not helping me though

I don't see any on those Instagram models that Eijirou seems to be interested in when I see he likes their pictures

I know it might be fake but I can't help but think that's what he wants in a woman
Not one with a pudgy stomach and cellulite on the back of her huge thighs

I groan in dissatisfaction just as Eijirou walks into the bedroom from work "Hey boo!Wha-? Hey what's wrong?"

I look up from my pillow and shrug, not really feeling in the mood to share my feelings at this moment in time

"I know something is up" he sits on the bed

"Nun ya" I say and turn away from him which leaves him star struck "What..? Babes" he begs to get me to tell him

"Fine fine I'll tell you... but you better not laugh at me" I ordered him around like usual when I'm upset "Of course Becs" he says, scooping me into his arms

"I-...I have more stretch marks...like new ones and I feel insecure because all these other girls don't have them and I saw you liked Sommer Ray's picture the other day and she's prettier then I am and I just-"

He silenced my worried rant with a kiss on the lips. "Babe she means absolutely nothing to me. You're my one and only I swear on my life! And you don't need to be insecure about your stretch marks... I have 'em and they're completely normal." He reassures me

"But they make me so ugly" I sigh

"I think you mean perfect?" He chuckles
"Becs you're beautiful in my eyes and if anyone else thinks differently well excuse my language but fuck 'em"

"Yeah I guess you're right" I mumbled as I look up at him

"Get dressed in taking you to Applebee's" he grins knowing my favorite restaurant at the moment

"You mean the fanciest dining establishment of them all?!" I exclaimed with wide eyes "That's right babes! Nothing but the best for you"

"Holy shit I've gotta get something nice on!" I run to my closet