"𝑪𝒓𝒚 𝑩𝒂𝒃𝒚"

𝕋𝕠𝕠 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙

"𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑖𝑡"

I sat on the bed in my boyfriends dorm room. He had an arm around my shoulder and I felt secure. Safe...

I've never felt safer then I do right now. Guys would always give a weird vibe to me and I'd just feel plain uncomfortable around them.

But not him. I'm in love with Eijirou Kirishima

We sat watching Shrek, the movie of my choice. It always was my choice. He never complained or tried to pick a movie saying "it's manly to let your girl pick"

Maybe he loves me too? I don't want my feelings to be turned down but I really am sure of how I feel

"Hey Eiji" I start as he looks at me and pauses the movie

"Sup?" He puts the remote down on the camouflage print comforter

"I love you" I smile at him while stretching my arms in front of me, a habit of mine when I'm embarrassed

He removed his arm from around shoulder and looks at me with furrowed eyebrows "This is too much" he starts "I'm sorry" he bites him lip and looks away from me

A pain shot through my chest

"Huh?" I tilt my head to the side "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to spring that on you"

He looks at me with a guilty expression "No it's fine. This has just gone too far" he gets up from his bed leaving me confused and afraid

"I don't understand. You don't have to love me too...I just feel that way about you" I reassured him "We've been dating for like four months though"

"I should have put a stop to this after we..Uhm you know" he shrugs

"Kissed?"

"No...last weekend...your room"

"Oh" my eyes widened "Was I bad at it? That was only my first time" I grit my teeth

"It was your first time" he sighs "I should have stopped it before that I guess" the redhead runs a hand through his hair

"I'm afraid I don't understand" I tell him again, hoping to get some kind of explanation

"It was a dare" he winces and my heart is pounding in my chest now "I got dared to ask you out"

"Really?" My eyes fill with tears

"It was a bet on how long it'd take to get you out of your clothes" he starts "Denki won the bet"

I start to sniffle and tears run down my cheeks

He notices this and quickly comes in front of me and takes my hands "No please don't cry" he starts as I shake my head

"I'm so humiliated" I hiccup

"Please don't feel that way" he pleads "This is all my fault"

"I still love you though"

"I know" he hugs me close and kisses the top of my head "I really love you too. I wasn't supposed to but I do"

It's silent for a moment before he continues

"But I just can't process it" he sighs "We need to be done with this. It's not good"

"Fine. See if I ever be vulnerable with anyone ever again" I say coldly as I push him off of me and leave