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Arranged Marriage || 79

[ - sophia - ]

I opened my eyes to see a recognizable ceiling. I'm at the hospital again aren't I ? What now...? I turned to my right side as I see Jihoon sleeping. How long has he been here...? I switched my focus to the clock and it's currently 7 PM. Gosh... How long have I been out for ??

"You're awake ?" Someone opened the door. It was Soonyoung who was holding a basket of fruits.

"Yeah... Why am I in the hospital again...?" I asked, already knowing it's gonna be a bad thing ahead of me.

"You um... You had a miscarriage again..." said Soonyoung

I was surprised yet not surprise. I'm just... I don't know. I really don't know what to feel about it anymore. Everything's just... Not fair... I've finally had a great life and all so why... What did I do wrong to deserve this kind of treatment...?

"I see." I responded

"I've also brought all of your things here" said Soonyoung as he handed my handbag to me

"Thank you my prince" I thanked him as I put on a smile

"How long has Jihoon been here ?" I asked

"About 5 to 6 hours" he replied

"Gosh... He ditched his works for me ?" I sighed as I caresses his hair

"You know him. He wouldn't let his dearest Sooyoung stay here alone" Soonyoung chuckled

"I wanted to take care of you too bae, but I was so busy I'm sorry" he apologized

"There's no need to be sorry my prince" I chuckled

"Hansol's still working ?" I asked and he nodded

"He'll be here soon don't worry. With some food of course" said Soonyoung as he grins

"That's good to hear" I smiled

"Oh I forgot ! We should call the doctor over since you're already awake" said Soonyoung

"I'll be back !" he added as he left

I then turned my attention to Jihoon

Luv, you know that you don't have to do all of these for me ? You should've focused on your work luv. I'm not your top priority on the list luv...

Soonyoung came back with the doctor. He ran up a few tests and did some questioning with me. He then told me about the miscarriage and the reason behind it. All of these happened because I was stressed and was going through an unhealthy lifestyle. I was told to take a lot of rest and lay off of works or anything that'll stress me even more.

I was also advised to have my meal on time. I just listened to the doctor and all but deep inside I was just wondering why the hell am I still alive. I'm tired of this. I am just really tired.

The doctor then told me that I'll be discharged by tonight so I texted Wonwoo oppa to pick me up at around 9 PM or somethings. The doctor exited and the boys come back in.  I acted as if I was fine when everything isn't. My husband cheated on me, he basically gives no fucks about me. I lost another one of my children and I seriously have lost all hopes in me.

I'm just... So done with all of this.

Jihoon told me I should lay off of work and that's what I'm planning to do anyways. I just need some time off of everything. Hours passed by and Wonwoo picked me up from the hospital. I bid my farewell to the boys and they bid theirs. Wonwoo oppa asked me what happened and I told him everything

"Oppa, can I stay by your house tonight..? I really needed some company..." I asked

"Of course Sooyoung. How about you just move in with us ? I really want to look after you Sooyoung" said Wonwoo

"Nah... I don't think I'd have to..." I responded

"Eh ? Why not ?" he asked

"We'll talk about it when we've arrive at your place" I replied

We stopped by the house I'm staying now and grabbed a few of my clothes. We then went by Wonwoo's and Mingyu's house. I took a bath first and changed before going downstairs to have a talk with both of them.

"So, what do you want to talk about baby ?" Mingyu asked

"I'm thinking of living in Canada for a while with my brother" I said to them

"I just feel that... It's the best path for me." I added

Both of them looked at each other and smiled

"If that's what's best for you, go for it Sooyoung. Besides, Jaesun hyung would be more than glad to have you" said Wonwoo

"I want to ask you two a favour" I said as I looked up to them

"Sure, what is it ?" both of them asked

"Keep my departure a secret for a few weeks and DO NOT share any of my contacts by any means. I just... Want to start a new life" I replied

Both of them looked at each other as they slowly looks back at me

"Are you sure about that ?" Wonwoo asked and I nodded

"Not even your in laws and your parents ?" Mingyu asked and I nodded

There were a moment of silence for a while but both of them agreed to it. They helped me on the tickets and all. I guess... This is where I'll restart my life now. Throws everything away in the dirt like nothing.