✓ catfish | yang jungwon

1.1

"new start"

.

Actually, I eventually stopped crying.

I fixed myself up because I knew i'd become miserable if i continued to think like this.

But, these cries kept me awake for so long I just stared into the ceiling after I was done.

I checked the time, it was 3:00 in the morning.

I took the phone that was charging on my bedside table and opened it.

When it turned on, so many notifications appeared, I almost felt happy.

*14 messages from dad

I almost started crying again but my head told myself that i've cried enough.

I ignored them and opened my phone and looked at the other messages.

-------------------------------------------------

unknown

2:45 am

- hey

- you up?

(seen)

3:00 am

u r prob sleeping now -
but yes i am awake.

- HI

- i'm up

- i can't sleep

y not -

- i was just thinking

- abt life

- its hard sometimes ngl

wow i never agreed more -

- lmfaooooo

- but y wats up ?

ppl piss me off -

esp the ones im always around -

- did smt happen? i'll listen

idk -

miscommunication -
is the worst thing ever

- i understand

- but sometimes ppl cant
express themselves thru words

- so actions are also there

yeah, but thats the thing -

i can't understand what -
those actions mean

ah its ok, i dont wna -
think abt it anymore.

ty for listening :) -

- anytime

- can u help me, soyeon?

right.

what is it? -

- its hard to explain but

- i wna help my friend.

- he likes someone
but hes struggling on
interacting w them

- they talk a lot on text
but they arent getting anywhere
in person