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Jaime - Ice Wife part 3

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Weeks have passed since their wedding. Jaime is trying to get to know his wife. But Y/n keeps her walls built until everyone she cares about leave her.

It's been a couple weeks since our wedding. Jaime and I still haven't consummated the marriage yet. I've been coming up with reasons why not to and he's actually said he's willing to wait as long as I need. Unfortunately Tyrion has warned me how impatient their father is. But I've never touched someone without my gloves on, except during the ribbon tying. But that's it. I don't want to hurt Jaime with my ice...and it's not like that's a causal thing to say to someone. Jaime enters our chambers getting out of his leather training clothes when he's been with Bronn, leaving him in a loose grey tunic and brown trousers sitting on the bed. I'm leaning on my elbows looking over the city from the window. "Y/n, I hate to say this but my father sought me out and is frustrated we haven't given him an heir yet." He spoke as I close my eyes hearing him walk up and put his arms around me from behind.

"I won't hurt you, I promise. If that's what these nerves are about." He mumbles into my loose hair. I lean back into his tough sighing heavily. "I've been lying to you, Jaime." He tilts my head up coming around to my side, his right arm still around my waist. "If I told you a secret would it help, darling?" I slowly nod trying to think of what he hasn't told me. He's spoken of his childhood, that he wanted to fight instead of lisening to finances of Casterly Rock. He gently tugs me down on the bed sitting beside me.

He twiddles his thumbs sucking in a deep breath. "A year before we were announced to wed I - I had an affair with my sister. Joffery, Myrcella and Tommen are - aren't Robert's....they're my children." I hang my mouth open and he doesn't dare look me in the eye. It was a rumor around the castle and my father left me a note saying the truth before he was imprisoned. Clutching my hands into fists I take a slow breath, reaching up and turning his chin my direction to see worry in his green eyes.

"Thank you for telling me. But - my secret is more serious." I start to get up but his left hand gently secured my wrist making me look down at him. "Y/n please. I'm willing to listen. Whatever it is it won't change how I feel about you." He slowly spoke using the puppy dog eyes like Tyrion and I have no choice but to cave. I could kill you. "Jaime I - I have powers. I'm dangerous..." But he's persistent when he tugs me to sit in his lap cupping my face. "How can having powers be a bad thing-" I cut him off blurting out feeling tears well in my eyes. "Because I could kill you, Jaime!"

He blinks a couple times still confused. "What are you saying?" I get up from his lap pick up his dagger from his kingsguard armor. Removing my right glove it slowly gets turned into blue ice. My gaze trail to him to see he's in shock making me set the dagger down heading to leave our room in embarrassment. He"ll never love me now. My left hand reaches the doorknob but I feel Jaime's gently grab my wrist voicing. "Y/n hold on. You don't have to run. Is this why you really haven't wanted to sleep with me?" I slowly nod my head tearing up until he blurted out. "Touch me."

"Jaime I can't...I'll freeze you-" He cuts me off removing my gloves tossing them across the room. His green eyes weakly begged as he rests a hand to my cheek. "Touch me, Y/n. I have faith in you. So touch me..." He gently pressed his lips to mine and I can't help not kiss back. His lips hover over my neck slowly leaving kisses as I clutch my hands into fists at my sides.

"Jaime please..." He whispered in my ear making me deeply blush. "Only if you touch me and finally see you won't hurt me, my wolf." Finally I slowly hover my hands over his cheeks leaning up and kissing him. Resting my hands against his face as he pulls my chest to his with his right arm and his left hand combing through my locks.