Forever Ours

Death

Death is a complicated thing you never know the exact moment that you are going to die just that everyone dies. My grandmother has always said when you wake to breath gods air it is a gift enjoy it. My family has always believed that just waking up the next day is a miracle I believe the same thing waking up breathing getting to see family to live life it is a gift. So when i woke up this morning to the sounds of fighting and screaming just one thought crossed my mind 'oh shit' and I'm sure you all have questions like why is that the first thought? Why is there fighting? Who is fighting? I can answer the first and second question because I live with my mother and younger twin brother you see it used to be the perfect, mommy daddy and two kids one of each and that's how it was until me and and my brother JJ reached 10 my dad got into an accident hurt his back I know you can probably tell where this is going got prescribed drugs when those stopped working he got into street drugs well that is partly correct just these drugs made him get violent then weepy then violent again it was a never ending cycle and when we found out about it we left locked up whatever money he didn't drain on drugs and left. Now you're probably asking again then who's fighting? Well the answer to that is simple when he got 'clean' he wanted to find us and be a family again i didn't buy it but my mother was still in love with him. So that's where we are now running down the stairs to see what's happening. What I see when I get to the living room has me shocked it's my dad chocking my twin so I think fast and see my brothers baseball bat propped you on the wall and hit my father over the head with it twice

It should have worked and it would have if it wasn't for the drugs in his system but he just got up took the bat from me and started yelling

"You little bitch do you think you can just hit me like that?" 'Dad asked

Me being well a dumbass as some would call it had to say something smart back " oh I'm sorry did that hurt try asking JJ about his throat oh wait you can't he's passed out" and that was when the first swing of the bat came knocking the wind out of me

This continued with every word he said with my mother screaming in the when what was the final hit for me came hit my already shattered rib cage sending pieces to pierce my heart and the pain she slowly melted away nothing else mattered voices faded

Some of you are probably wondering what are you doing what about your brother and mother why aren't you fighting to stay?

I was until my mother grabbed my face and I was weird like an out of body experience my twin woke up and started to sob into my chest I was still holding on until my two most favorite people in the world said to me

"It's okay we'll see you in another world you can let go P/sweetheart save a seat for us won't you."

I had forced my face to have a smile that just made them sob harder

"See you in another world J and momma"

I had no idea what was happening or what would happen all I know is got to watch my own funeral and my own father get arrested at said funeral can someone say DRAMA!!! Like a whole ass tv show before I felt a presences next to me and instantly felt warm someone came to other side they felt darker not as welcoming but there was some welcoming there

"Welp I appreciate this who ever was in charge of this letting go process or what else would we call it closure acceptance cause I really didn't need it I knew two of the outcomes that would happened as soon as i hit him with the bat game over for him or game over for me." I said still looking forward watching each one of my family members throw dirt into the whole

"Told you that you'd like her Chuck." I do a quick glance at the people beside me that I was in fact beside Rob Benedict and Mark Pellegrino

"Well we were both in charge of it because Lucifer has taking a liking to you and well for me you intrigued me." Chuck says

"Lucifer has taking a liking to me a girl who apparently can't hit someone hard enough with a bat." I say glance at them before I turn and started walking away

"Actually if he didn't have drugs in his system he would have been knocked out after the first hit." Lucifer said

I just nod and keep walking to the cliff my favorite place

"Why is this your favorite place?" Lucifer asked standing next to me

"Well it's many reasons not many people come here so it's peaceful, not to mention it's gorgeous at sunrise and sunset also I've always come here to just scream let it all out the tree over there has got many beatings with the bat." I explain

"Does it help?" Lucifer asks not making eye contact, so I pull his face toward me

"What the screaming, crying, or beating the tree or just the quiet?" I ask

"Any of them or all of them do they help." He asked I remove my hands and turn to look out over the horizon

"They help me when I need to get some built up emotions out." I tell him

"Thank you for not treating me any different." He says quietly

"You aren't everyone's villain to some you are just an archangel that fell just like you aren't the villain in your own story." I tell him with a soft smile

What happened next really shocked me he just turned to me grabbed my shoulder and hugged me for dear life I did the same. When I opened my eyes still hugging him I could see his wings

"Holy mother of everything why can I see your wings?!?!" I asked shocked

"We will explain everything in a minute but first we have to go somewhere else hold on tight to Lucifer" Chuck said

So I did burying my face into his neck wrapping my arms around his torso i felt an arm wrap around my back and I hand on the back of my head.