let me hold you

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⚠️INCLUDES MENTIONS OF MISCARRIAGE⚠️

⚠️MENTIONS OF DRUGS⚠️

⚠️ MENTIONS OF RAPE⚠️

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⚠️INCLUDES MENTIONS OF MISCARRIAGE⚠️

Izuka laid in bed gently rubbing her belly and holding Nemuri in her other arm they both had a hard time sleeping tonight I mean it their 3rd anniversary Nemuri wanted to speak to her about it but decided not to, cause she also felt the same so it would be hard to Comfort her after all they both wanted to cry, so she just took in izukas warmth's, taking her hands away from her belly Izuka slowly turned her head towards her wife "where did we-...I go wrong" Izuka whispered smiling with tears glistening in her eyes Nemuri couldn't stand it anymore quicky grabbing her and wrapping her hands around her, she let out a heavy sob with thick tears running down her face Izuka just listened holding her gently rubbing her head unlike her wife she did have tears running down her face but if you look closer she has no spark, Nemuri and Izuka knew it was risky being a in this trap of feud and field, I mean we justgot trapped in a riot. 'it's not our fault!.' but the thought of having a little girl running around their house was something they both wanted tell an accident an awful accident.

{sero's POV}

a couple hours later I came out feeling still very tired and feeling puffy in eyes, wobbling a little as I walked. I knew I would have to tell her the truth so she wouldn't worry as much its hard since aizawa covered for me all year. I find mama at the couch I shy go sit by her I think she noticed me I sat there for a minute I started to slowly put my head on her shoulder. I let out and sigh at the feeling of the touch of her it made made relax. "Do you really wanna know why" izuku sighed wrapping her arm around my shoulder and rubbing my arm a little "of course I want to know, I wanna help you" I sighed relaxing into her touch again " I moved in with my grandmas in my 1 year of middle school I going to be with them throughout high school but they got sick and ended up in a nursing home so I had to move back in with my parents, but here's the thing the reason; I moved in with my grandmas cause when I was with my parents they basally neglected me ignored me throughout my childhood" I took a breath "I was also bullied for the way my elbows look so also moving to my grandmas also meant changing schools and I thought maybe I start over, start new....and I did I finally made friends that didn't judge me. I thought it would stick but i made to move back in middle of 3rd year of middle school my ; it hurt a lot. but after years of them not seeing me was so much more hared cause even though I was never their little girl , "I I'm not their little girl anymore" they forced me out of the middle of my transition and referred to me as a girl witch I am not. they still ignored me though. I ended up going back to my old school" tears leaked down my face I took another breath and calmed myself down izuka still held sometimes nodding in understanding " I made one 'friend' I told them I am actually a boy they acted like he cared but she told the whole school the bulling stated way more worse they before I tried to talk with my dad about it but as soon as I touched him but he looked so disgusted and slapped me mom looked as so she saw nothing when she was right there so naturally I left without a word. I went to school; it was a day I will never forget it was horrible" wiped my nose and rubbed my eyes " I was rapped that day that, it was never was supposed to happen I didn't even know I was pregnant until 4 weeks later, I confronted my parents about it a week later after they said something about my body it was never meant to slip out it was an accident" izuka's eyes widened she quickly put me on her lap and rubbed my hair telling me to go on "m-my dad he hit me right in my stomach so h-hard. after he was done hitting me and as I was trying to catch my breath I oh my god I felt it run down it was so warm i-it was just so bad" izuka got what I meant; she was just horrified she looked down and she must have seen that I have more to say so she just nodded her head telling me to go on "after that I could barely look at them I was in just disbelief, but a couple days on the weekend after the attack accident, 'cause we didn't have dorms yet so I was with my parents but most of the time we end up ignoring each other but while I was in my room I remembered that I have a pipe that I got from my old school,.. and so I started smoking and puffing it. I'm so so sorry izuka it was never supposed to happen it just going to be a little, but I-I just couldn't stop" I let out a heavy sob and izuka seemed to understand more than anyone and I don't know why I guess i will find out tomorrow oh..am I..falling asleep...on her again

{izuka's POV]

"maybe I should tell him" she looked down at the sleeping boy and fell asleep with him

TBC

hey sorry for the late update hah I'm a little surprise I got this done in a sort 2 day but anyways sorry for spelling mistakes this did include

trans sero[female to male]

mentions of drug

and mentions of miscarriage

hah sorry again for the late update and the saddens in here and next update will again be latter than usual have, have a great day

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