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Insecurity

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All are in car having a great experience of Mumbai and it beautiful places.in car

Ss-sir kahi rukha te hai naa bhut book lagi hai
Ks-haa sir hame bhi khana hai
As-ek shaan jab aap ko sir khena hota hai tho aap hame bhaiya bhula ti hai aur jab bhaiya tho sir khe rahi hai(complained like a little kid and all laughed at him,later he to joined him)
As-accha tik hai,cc yaha pass mein hi ek restaurant hai wah rokhiye
Cc-ji sir

He stopped at restaurants all had there lunch and again went to sleep
as it was going to become night and tomorrow it was there flight for lucknow. All slept but one member is awake I think u gussed it he is As. He was restless as he was going to leave Mumbai to lucknow. He is happy that he is returning to his born land but,sad he is going to leave his love of life,his jaan,his haseena. He tried alot but sleep is far away from his eyes,at last he took his phone and messaged hm

As-aap so gayi hai
Hm-nahi kyu
As- jaan hame aapse mila naa hai
Hm-par abhi, hamare matlab achank itni raat ko
As-haa
Hm-aap tik toh hai
As-hame kuch nahi laga raha hai
Hm-par.....tik hai,aap waite kijiye hum abhi aa rahai hai drava khol ke rakhiye mein aajayi
As-ji

She rushed to her car with her car keys and reached to his room  with in few minutes as it was near to her house and saw he was waiting for her arrival,  she came in tip top silently but As is As he sensed her presences when was closing door he went near her and hugged from back closing his eyes to feel her

Hm-aap tik tho hai na
As-ji
Hm-tho fir aapne hame itni raat mein aise achanka kyu bulaya
As-bas aapke saath kuch lamhe bitane the issi liye.

She senced his feelings insecurity  and he is restless and scared to loss her again,agin he will be away from,he is 🤔 know how long he has to stay from his love of life ,a very important woman of his life.she turn to his side and cupped his face planted a soomth,heart warming kiss on his forehead holding it for more time to clam him down,now he is little bit clam and just hugged her tightly showing his insecurity to her. She too understanding his feeling stayed there untill and unless he himself broken the hug

Hm-(hm by holding his hand in her)ab aapko kaisa lag raha hai
As-tik laga raha hai.
Hm-tik hai ab aap so jaayi ye
As-ek aisaan karengi aap hum pe
Hm-aisaan nahi hukum kijiye janab
As-kya aap aaj yahi hamare pass reh sakti hai, aur hame sula dijiye
Hm-(smile)kyu nahi,jarur

She sat on either side of bed in half lying by resting her head on bed  head rest while tapping As forehead.he then kept his head on her lap and kiss her hand closed his eyes while holding her hand which he always want to hold it for his life time.she again started tapping his head with in less minute sleep took over him and he slept with a smile on his face she kissed his forehead mad him liy on bed properly and slept next to him. He was not feeling he wramth so he turned his side and hugged her by nuzzling in her,she smiled at his action that he can feel her presence and wramth even in his sleep.she to wrapped her hand around him securely making him feel secured within no time she to fell alseep

(Some time showing ur insecurity and feeling to other help u to get read of this feeling. So when ever have  feeling which is disturbing u,the solution to this is just share ur feeling to some one whom u truth,and belive that he or she will help u to get rid of and will not lead to wrong. The best person share ur feeling is ur family and ur parents.so try it this my granty that u will feel better)

Next morning

Our lovely couple anuseena sleep was disturbed by sunrays falling on there faces groom blacony haseena was the first one woke up. After opening her eyes the first her eyes caught the sight is her love,her anu is sleeping nuzzling more in her bcz of sun rays disturbing him,by seeing his cute antics she came middle of him and the rays.after few minutes of staring her she does not that scene to get ended but has to do as it's time for his leaving for lucknow.

Hm-anu uta jayi (very sweet voice)
Anu-ummhh
Hm-anu plz dekhiye time ho gaya hai aapko tayi yaar bhi hona hai naa
As-hmm(still closing eyes)
Hm-tik hai maat utiye,humne socha tha ki aapke  jaane se phele kuch pyaar ke waqt guzar le par aapko some se fursat hi kaha hai,hum chale hi jaate hai

With this she started move out of his grips but he pulled her in him while waking in jerk

As-li jiye uta gaye,ab tho aap hame chooda kar nahi jayengi naa(cutely like a small kid)
Hm-(smiled)ji bikul bhi nahi,aur agar aap kahenge tho bhi nahi jaane ge samje
As-ji,aap se baat puche
Hm-ji puchiye
As-(in serious tone)hamre yaha jaane ke baad aap hame bhula tho nahi jaayengi naa,humse baat tho karengi naa,hame mila ne lucknow aayengi naa,hame bhut daar Laga rahai hai kahi h firse aalag naa ho jaaye agar aise hua tho hum ye seh nahi paayenge aur jis shaan aap humse door Chali gayi naa  ussi shaan hum aapne pran de...he could not complete his sentence has she smashed her lips on him,he was not shock as he wanted her warmth so he too participated in kiss,both were kissing each other passionately not do to desire but love,care,fear of lossing there love,there life, insecurity after good ten-twenty minutes they broked kiss both were in each other deep eyes which was reveling there unsaid feeling

Hm-hum kabhi bhi aap ko nahi choodenge,aur dubaaf kabhi bhi aisi baat aapne Juba se nikali tho ..tho hum aap ko aapni sakal kabhi nahi dekhayenge
As-(scared as she does what she say and specially when she is serious)kabhi bhi nahi kahenge
Hm-aur aap batayi bala ek jaan kabhi bhi alag ho skate hai(he nobbed in no)nahi naa. Chahi koi kitna naa hi koshish kyu naa karle par kabhi unhe alaga nahi kar sakta waise hi hame bhi koi aalag nahi kar skata. Chahi hum kitne hi door kyu naa ho par hamesha ek dusre se jude rahenge aapni rooh ke jariye.
As- I love you
Hm-(smiled and kissed his cheek)I love you too

They had some romantic session and he got ready left after hugging her tightly for minutes and plenting a kiss on her forehead and vise versa .he left to meet all

All had there break fast and left for lucknow

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