Maybe Next Year

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 i'm pretty sleep deprived right now so i'm lacking focus. all i'm going to say is this song says it all. happy almost new year!! may your 2022 treat you right!! ❤❤

2022 wasn't my year. fingers crossed for 2023! SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!! <33


CHORUS:

next year could be the year

i keep my conscience clear

commit good deeds but still have time to focus on me

isn't that the way it's supposed to be?

pave some way for new beginnings

try to complete some resolutions without quitting

oh, this could be the year i finally store away my fears

i'll take those tears and turn them into perseverance

convince myself i can be that one in a million

yeah, maybe next year


1ST VERSE:

wasn't it just barely january?

whatever happened to christmas?

has it really been 365 days i've lived and witnessed?

i guess it's all too true, yet it feels like i've been fibbed to?

sometimes i feel like somethings missing

have i lacked a final accomplishment this year, marking 2021 incomplete

this'll only cause an uncertain feeling that's sure to linger around and haunt me for all eternity


have i lost it?

yeah, maybe

am i lacking sleep and cognitive thinking?

definitely

am i ready for a brand new year?

no, not even near

i don't want to watch it begin again



CHORUS:

next year could be the year

i keep my conscience clear

commit good deeds but still have time to focus on me

isn't that the way it's supposed to be?

pave some way for new beginnings

try to complete some resolutions without quitting

oh, this could be the year i finally store away my fears

i'll take those tears and turn them into perseverance

convince myself i can be that one in a million

yeah, maybe next year



2ND VERSE:

i don't mean to barge in with negativity

but i don't want to buy into that optimistic way of thinking i've fallen for in the past

it's difficult to comprehend and add up where the past 365 days were spent

but maybe there's an opportunity that it could all really be

guess i'll have to wait less than a day to see

new years day is only a couple hours away

will that really be enough time to change my forsaken, old ways?

i don't want to screw up like i have and web myself into another mistake

but there's always that possibility it could all really be

guess we'll have to wait and see

i think i'm finally ready for some new beginnings



CHORUS:

next year could be the year

i keep my conscience clear

commit good deeds but still have time to focus on me

isn't that the way it's supposed to be?

pave some way for new beginnings

try to complete some resolutions without quitting

oh, this could be the year i finally store away my fears

i'll take those tears and turn them into perseverance

convince myself i can be that one in a million

yeah, maybe next year



BRIDGE:

maybe next year i won't become so triggered

finally attempt to enjoy life to the fullest

maybe next year my mental health will be stable and won't linger nor roll around like a roulette

maybe next year i'll know what it feels like to be happy

take a second to breathe and finally feel me

break from the hard shell i've warped myself into

discover the key to living rent-free

maybe next year will be my year

i just have to manage to believe

next year can definitely be my year

i just need to believe

it's all so necessary

i need to stop worrying and lose the ocd

open up my eyes, live that lucky life

to be free and feel me

just take a second to finally breathe

maybe next year

yeah, maybe next year

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