𝚍𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢 ❀ 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚜, d.m.

₁₀. 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚎

my entire body was aching for him. at that moment, i desired him and only him.

not a moment later, i felt his tongue slide into me. i moaned softly while pulling on his curly hair. he pulled his head away and i felt his soft breaths over my pussy. he continued, leaving me completely breathless as my moans became longer and louder.

he climbed on top of me and touched my hair, "let's take this back to your dorm."

in my dorm, we stripped down to nothing and got into my shower. he left kisses down my body and carried me up against the wall. my legs wrapped around his waist instinctively as i felt him push himself inside of me. i grabbed onto his shoulders and moaned. i found paradise in his sex. it was like something i had never felt before: pure bliss.

"aiden," i panted, "don't stop."

he moaned and ran his hand down my midriff, pushing himself inside me once again.

"oh, god, aiden, i love you." i moaned.

he thrust himself inside me one more time then stared passionately into my eyes.

with one hand on my waist and the other pressed up against the wall, he whispered, "i've always loved you."

he paused, "i think it was meant this way."

❀ ❀ ❀

the next day was saturday and i woke up, tangled in aiden's arms. i sat up and took a deep breath, staring down at aiden who was still sleeping. i stroked his cheek, keeping my eyes on him until his eyes opened. he sluggishly sat up in my bed and stared directly into my eyes.

he took a bit of my hair and whispered in his morning voice, "good morning, beautiful."

i batted my lashes at him and murmured, "good morning."

he haltingly brought his face towards mine and planted a short, luscious kiss on my lips. after, he stood up and went to look in the mirror.

"you have any plans today, babe?" he inquired, running a hand through his hair.

"babe..." i began, walking over to him, "i like that."

he grinned and glared down at me.

"no, i don't have any plans, babe." i bit my lip and shoved him onto my bed, straddling him.

i persisted, "i'm all yours today."

his hand grasped my waist and i placed a kiss on his cheek.

"molly's birthday party is tonight," he informed me, "i'm sure leo will invite you sometime today."

he stood up and began putting his black jeans back on. once his t-shirt was back on, he mentioned, "i guess i'll see you there."

"we're not going together?" i questioned.

"i'd rather people not know about us. i have a toxic, romantic past with a lot of slytherin girls."

"oh-"

he smiled at me and gently grabbed my face, "i just don't want people to warn you about me. i made mistakes in the past with relationships and i–"

i put my finger to his lips, "it's okay. it's fun to keep this a secret, anyways."

he smiled back at me and kissed my hand, "i'll see you tonight, my love."

then he waved his wand and apparated out of my room.

i knew leo wasn't awake since he usually slept in very late on weekends so i decided to surprise him by bringing him breakfast from the great hall. i walked through the hallways peacefully until i heard draco's voice behind me yell, "diggory!"

i turned around, watching him run a hand through his messy hair while walking over to me.

"do you have any plans tonight?" he asked, "molly's throwing a party and i thought i'd invite you."

"oh— i'm already going," i paused, "you know— since leo's dating molly and stuff."

"oh ok."

i got lost in his beautiful periwinkle eyes and stuttered, "t— thank you for doing my essay. you really didn't need to."

"it's no big deal, ivy, really." he responded, taking a piece of my hair like he had in detention before.

he stared down at me almost seductively. i felt my body long for him.

then he took his wand out and waved it, summoning a gorgeous white camellia flower. he dropped it in his hand and waved his wand on top of it.

"here," he smiled and handed it to me, "i've put a preservation spell on it. it can't die now."

i took the flower from him, accidentally touching his fingertips.

i blushed, "t— thank you."

he smiled down at me and i almost melted in a puddle right there in front of him.

"well— i better get going." i began, turning away from him.

"wait—" he grabbed my wrist, "i need to ask you something."

i turned back around and became flustered, "what is it?"

"will you attend the winter ball with me?" he asked softly.

my heart pounded in my chest. i can't, i thought and stared at the ground, i'm dating aiden. i looked back up at him waiting for my answer. i hated having to reject him. but i had to.

"i– i–" i stuttered, "i can't. i've already got a date."

"you do?" he shockingly asked.

i hated seeing the hurt on his face. if only he knew how i felt.

"who?" he asked.

"i'm going with aiden." i informed him.