𝚍𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢 ❀ 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚜, d.m.

₁₃. 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎

"i know you want me, ivy." he whispered closely in my ear.

i looked straight into his eyes and grabbed his face, "i don't just want you, draco. i need you."

he unbuckled his black belt and unbuttoned his jeans as speedily as possible.

he dragged his jeans down, revealing his gray boxers, "are you sure you want to do this?"

"i've never been more sure about something in my life," i whispered, pulling off my lace panties.

this was the moment. i was about to have sex with draco fucking malfoy. my body screamed for him. i only wanted to feel him inside of me. i wanted nothing else– nobody else, just him.

"ivy!" leo screamed, awakening me from my dream.

when i opened my eyes, i was in my dorm. i hadn't remembered much about the last night but i had no recollection of leaving the slytherin common room and coming to my dorm.

i sighed and tried recalling my memories. my last few memories from last night mixed in with the dirty dream i had just had. i remembered kissing draco on a couch. i remembered him pulling down his jeans, and asking me if i wanted him to fuck me. only one question rang through my mind: did i sleep with draco?

it couldn't be, i continuously thought, there's no way.

"leo–" i worriedly began, "what happened last night?"

"i'm not sure i remember much. i got super drunk and now i have a hangover. didn't you stay sober?"

"n– no– i drank a lot of tequila. i don't remember anything after the truth or dare game. i just remember kissing draco and i think we slept together." i rambled shakily.

leo's jaw dropped and we both stood there, speechless.

"what do i do? i'm dating aiden and i–"

"you need to ask draco what happened last night. we don't know for sure that you hooked up with him." leo reassured me.

"oh, god, i hope i didn't." i sat on my bed and nervously began playing with my hair.

during lunch at the great hall, i tried keeping my cool but i saw draco and began to panic. he began walking over to leo and i.

"i'm gonna go with molly," leo told me as draco continued to walk over, "just ask him about what happened."

leo left and i felt my nerves kicking in again.

"ivy," draco began as he sat down next to me, "i think it's best we don't tell anyone about what happened last night."

i stared at him, dumbstruck, "what did happen last night?"

"oh, that's right– you were drunk."

he continued and put his lips close to my ear, "we kissed."

"that's all?" i asked, praying it was.

he pulled away, "yes."

a wave of relief came over me.

"it's not your fault– it's mine." he told me, "i shouldn't have kissed you."

"you kissed me?!" i angrily shouted.

i felt everyone beginning to watch the two of us.

"i'm– da– i mean– talking to someone." i stumbled.

"you mean aiden?" he scoffed, "you're not very good at hiding it, love. i've seen you both sneaking around late at night, you know? and i reckon i'm not the only one who knows about you both kissing each others' faces off."

"just leave!" i yelled.

he stood up, with a devilish look on his face, "just a word of advice– maybe you should let him eat you out in a more private area."

the anger i felt was unimaginable. i wanted to punch draco so hard that he would never bother me again. i just wanted him to disappear.

that night, i sat at my desk, staring at the white camellia flower draco had given me. it was tempting to make a point and trample it. but i knew i wouldn't be able to get myself to do that. i was angry with him but i knew i wouldn't stay angry forever.

i moved to my bed to sulk and silently stared at the ground, trying to sort out my feelings.

but before i could begin to think, i heard a loud crack and aiden appeared right in front of me.

"what's up, babe?" he sought, as a look of sorrow appeared on his face.

i moved my face up to look into those stunning eyes of his and admitted, "i did something i shouldn't have last night."

a concerned sort of look plastered his face and he asked, "w– what did you do?"

"promise me you won't leave me if i tell you." i desperately urged.

he grabbed my hand, pressing his luscious lips on it, "i promise."

i took a deep breath, "last night, when you left with blaise– i got really drunk. i don't really remember it all clearly but i know i kissed draco again. after the truth or dare game..."

he looked not angry, but surprised and confused.

he looked directly at me, "did he initiate it?"

"i think he did." i admitted.

i wasn't sure what was running through aiden's mind but when i stared back into his eyes again, i could tell he was high. his eyes were red.

"he is so dead." aiden began, almost waving his wand to disapparate.

but i touched his hand, hoping to calm him down before he could.

"aiden, stop!" i protested, "it won't solve anything. plus, you're high. please, don't hurt him."

"and why are you so concerned about his safety?" he turned over to me with a maniacal glare.

"i– i– i just– i don't want you to get in trouble."

he walked over to me and slowly grabbed my chin with one hand, "are you sure about that? you're not into him, right?"

"i– i'm not. not at all." i uttered but i knew it was a big, stupid lie.

i was so in love with him. desperately in love with him.

"then i'm going to teach him a lesson." he continued.

i snatched his wand from his hand, "aiden– you're being stupid. please– just stop this."

"give me my wand back!" he shouted.

"promise me you won't do anything dumb first." i stammered.

he rolled his eyes, "i promise."

i gave him back his wand, hoping he wouldn't go after draco. and he didn't. he looked into my eyes, desperately.

"i'm sorry, ivy–" he apologized, "i'm just a little protective."

i stood up and ran my hand through his curls, "it's okay."

i caressed his cheek, "i trust you."