Freak out chap 34

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⚠️TW: PANICK, EMOTOPHIA ⚠️
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Lizzie's pov

Me and Scarlett were pretty hungry so we made some food for all of us Including Kendra but before that we decided to go and check on them and while we do that give Eloise her meds since she didn't take them this morning.

Scarlett and I walk upstairs and I hear Eloise's tv sounding really loud so I'm pretty sure they're watching a movie I grabb the door handle and when I open it and I see Eloise on top of Kendra kissing her. Wtf

They both notice our presence and pull away from each other.

Scarlett and I look at each other I grabb the door r handle again and close the door and just walk down the stairs in silence and we just sit down and start eating

Eloise's pov

"Fuck" I whisper after mom and mama closed the door

"I-I should I go?" Asks Kendra

"I-I um do you think they're mad?" I ask her I'm kinda worrying about what they're going to say about this I wasn't ready to come out more like I'm not ready I still don't even know what my sexuality is or to whom I am attracted too all I know is I like Kendra like a lot but I don't know

"I don't know babe maybe they're not, I mean they're both gay" she says

"Yeah but what if they're mad? what if they send me away huh? I'm not even adopted they could be calling my social worker right now, I should just start packing. Yes yes I should I-I need um" I keep rambling

Kendra's pov

I stand there seeing Eloise getting worked up

"Baby I'm sure they won't send you away it's okay" I said grabbing her hand to try and keep her grounded

"N-no they won't they're sending me away, they're leaving me I know it I-I need my head phones, I need a bag, Kendra give me a bag" she says while frantically looking for a bag

"Baby I'm not giving you bag they're not sending you away it's okay you need to breath babe come breath with me" I tell her now trying to get a hold of both of her hands I want to hug her but I don't think it's the best idea right now since she's freaking out

"NO KENDRA GIVE ME A FUCKING BAG I NEED TO PACK" she yells at me

" babe don't yell I'm just trying to help you" I said slowly and calmly but thruth is I'm freaking out i mean I've never seen her this bad maybe I should call Lizzie and Scarlett

"IF YOU WERE TRYING TO HELP YOU WOULD GIVE ME A BAG" she says now taking everything out of her closet. That's it im gettting help this is getting way out of line

I walk down the stairs and my heart is racing I mean I am pretty embarrassed of what happened before but El needs help and someone to calm her down and well I don't know how to do that when she's this bad

"Hey um guys could you help me? El is freaking out and she's packing all of her stuff and keeps telling me to get her a bag because she thinks you're sending her away I tried to calm her down but she won't listen" I tell them fidgeting a little bit

They both look at each other and immediately stand up I think this is not the first time this happened so I guess I'm just going to leave and give El and her moms some space to talk I'll just call her tomorrow

Scarlett's pov

Kendra just came down saying Eloise it's freaking out and packing all her things

Me and Lizzie walk into her room to see all her clothes on the floor and looks like she found the bag and is putting it all inside of it while saying

"They're sending me away" again and again while her breath is all over the place

"El baby what's going on?" Lizzie tried

"They're sending me away they're calling the social worker I need to leave I need to pack" she says still putting her clothes into the bag

"Baby we're no sending you away nor calling your social worker" I said

"Sending me away" she keeps saying I look over at Lizzie not knowing what to do and for the looks of it she doesn't either

"Okay how about we do this" I grabb Eloise's news phones and her phone I put some music not too loud so she won't freak out more and I put them on her ears

After a while she stops repeating her words and starts to breath better

"Hey El can I hug you now?" I ask her gently

She gives me a little nod so I wrap my arms around her and so does Lizzie

"It's okay baby it's okay we're not sending you away" I said while running my fingers through her hair

"I-I sorry" she says while tears fall down her cheeks

"No no don't be sorry it's okay" Lizzie says while drawing squares on Eloise's palm as she always does when El has a panic attack or just freaks out

"I don't feel good" El says

"Why what's wro-" before I could finish she runs into the bathroom and throws up

"It's okay, you're okay baby" I say rubbing her back

"Let's breath together okay?" I say trying to distract her from the fact that she just Meade her self sick

We breath for about 5 minutes until she's feeling better

"Mom" she looks at me and I can see that's she's tired

"You want to go to sleep hunny?" I ask her and she nods

"Okay come on let's get you to bed" said Lizzie

We both tucked her ir but she looked like she wanted to say something else

"El whats wrong come on talk to us" said Lizzie

"I-I don't want to sleep alone" she says

"Alright then it's looks like we're having a sleepover" I said and picked her up I went up to take her headphones off but she started freaking out a little bit so I guess we're sleeping with those

The three of us lay down together and me and Lizzie start to play with Eloise's hair and I can see her fighting to stay awake

"Close your eyes baby, it's okay, we're here we're not going anywhere" I told her and she closed her eyes and I felt her breathing even out

"We'll that was raugh" Lizzie says

"Yeah it was, I think it was bound honestly she was on edge ever since yesterday and the talk at the school didn't help and well us walking in on them didn't either" I said reasoning a little bit

"Yeah I think so" said Lizzie while yawning

"Go to sleep love" I said kissing her lips

"I love you" she said kissing me back

"I love you too"

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A/N
Hey guys sorry I haven't uploaded for a little while it's been a hard couple of days hope you guys understand.
Anyway hope you guys liked this one ❤️

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