Red white and young lovers

Chapter 15:

"A roadtrip to texas Part 3"

!! Mention of rape again, and also feelings revolving around it !!

The days had been going by quick but there was one specific reason Wilhelm planned this trip in the first place, that reason was Simons birthday he wanted Simon to be able to do whatever he wanted and not have to deal with work or the White House on his day, so he planned 2 weeks just for one day specifically.

Simon woke up to feeling Wilhelms arms wrap around him and soft kisses placed on the side of his neck, he wouldn't lie it was one of his favourite ways to be woken up when they were together. He smiled and leans into his touch 'Good morning' he says 

'Happy birthday my love' he says and held him in his arms softly

He smiles 'Thank you' he says and turns around so they were face to face and kissed him softly 

Wilhelm kissed back softly slowly deepening the kiss 

Simon slowly pulls away and breathes sitting up 'I can't' he says and looks down with tears in his eyes 

He sits up and held his hand out 'Simon?' he asks and wipes his tears away softly 

'Hm?' he mumbles 

Wilhelm lifted his chin toward him gently 'If you aren't ready to be intimate yet I'm fine with that, if you think I'll be upset trust me over something like this I never will be  because I know you went through something traumatic alone and you aren't ready to open up that part of your life just yet'

Simon hugs him 'How did I get so lucky to land someone who will always be willing to take things as slow as I need, or just when I need someone'

He hugs back 'Because thats what every good boyfriend should do.' he says 'I will never force you into what you're not ready to do I don't need to be intimate to be happy, but I've got our happy intimate moments like our hugs, kisses and just cute moments' 

'Stoppp your gonna make me cry happy tears' he giggles and lays his head on his chest 

Wille giggles and kissed his head 'Okay we've got something downstairs for you, come on' he says 

Simon smiles and nods 'I'll be down in a second' he says 

Wilhelm nods and walks downstairs and waited with June, Felice and Sara but there was a special guest there which was Simons mom

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Simons walks down a few moments later and turns the corner to see his mom who he hadn't spoken to in a week, he looks at Wilhelm 'Whats going on?' 

Wilhelm looks back at him 'Sara thought to invite her, your mom wants to talk to you I understand she hasn't been there for you but neither was I and you forgave me' he says 

He looks down and nods walking outside closing the door behind them and he looks around as they stood there for a few moments 

Linda looks 'I promised you I'd be there for you no matter what happened, no matter who you became' she says 'And in the past few weeks I really haven't been there for you and I am so sorry' she says 

Simon looks at her as he tears up 'I came out as gay and you didn't say anything but agree with the stupid queen' he says 'I was raped and I tried to tell you that one day where you asked why I looked like I'd been crying.. but you got busy with stupid presidential stuff, but I also said I'd be here for you and support you through what you chose to do and something that gave us a somewhat better life.' he says