Friends with benefits/ carl

Part 7 (when carl comes back)

You wake up in the hospital with your head on vs lap "dad shut up" you say to kev who's talking about death and exploding the Gallaghers get called up "she's dead" Debbie says to you all "I'm so sorry" you say getting up Debbie lip and Fiona go in to see Monica while you all wait in the waiting room "let's go home" Fiona says after 30mins you go home while everyone else stays at Fiona's you lay on the sofa staring at your phone. You scroll through instagram until you eventually fall asleep.

"Holly carls back Fiona just texted me" v says shaking you "shit really" you say as you run over to the Gallagher house "carl" you say and hug him "what did you do to your hair" you say breaking the hug "does it look good" carl asks as you shake your head you sit down at the table everyone starts talking about what happened you grab a glass and poor some orange juice into a glass. "What are you doing today" you ask Carl "dunno" he says as you put your hair into a messy bun you go and sit in the living room with Carl Debbie Liam and Neil you all sit in silence with the tv on in the background they start talking about Monica "come on we're going" frank says as he drags debbie carl Liam and you out the house "frank I'm in my fucking pyjamas" you say as he carry's on walking "this is it" frank says "why don't we just use the door frank" debbie asks "too many cameras" frank says "how old are you debbie" "16" debbie says "what about you both" frank asks "15" carl says while you try to sort out your hair you all walk into a gate Liam just opened you all walk through alleyways then down some stairs until you get to Monica's door or some crap. Frank opens it up "was she living in here" Debbie says "if she was she was living with a dude"carl said holding up some boxes "holy shit" frank says as he pulls out a box full of something.

When you get back to the Gallaghers you sit down at the table and weigh the meth. "I'm gunna go get changed" you say as you leave you put on a crop top with a skirt and one of kevs jackets with some makeup with your hair curly.

You walk back into the Gallagher house to see frank having a fight with some old man you just step round it to where everyone else is and watch the fight go down everyone sits down and talks about Monica and how she died "he seems fun" you say as soon as the old man walks out you watch frank then Debbie then Fiona run upstairs when you get up there you watch frank fighting his children frank loses you slowly walk out the house and back home because it seemed the wrong time. You hear Fiona and frank fight from outside the house "hey" you say walking into your house "anyone home" you shout but get no reply you sit on your bed and turn on your tv flickering through trying to find something to watch you watch tv until you fall asleep.

The next morning you wake up on the floor so you open your window and smoke out of it you see carl and Ian go for a run "holly get ready we need to go to the funeral" you hear v say you pick out the first black dress you see and put it on with some makeup and your hair down.

You sit and watch the ceremony next to Carl it was small but sweet everyone made a speech who was in the Gallagher family  you could tell they all cared even if she wasn't there for them. Everyone was about to leave until frank made a speech about Monica being the love of his life. You all leave after franks speech and you all have a party in the Gallagher living room you dance with Carl while sharing a cigarette you sort of wanted to bring up when Carl kissed you but felt it was better not to. You v Fiona and Debbie dance together singing along to the song you grab franks hands and sway with him to the music. You open a beer and drink it while watching everyone dance. "You coming" carl asks going up to his room you follow him up you sit on his bed "so how was it" you ask "what" carl asks "military school dummy they really fucked up your hair" you say as you both laugh "it was alright" carl says "just alright" you ask "yeah average" he says as you smile "average nice" you say while laying on his bed looking at the ceiling "you know before I got on the bus well I don't know why I did it" Carl says "shut up your gunna make it awkward if you don't" you say "smash or pass" carl asks "alr you start" you say sitting up "Ian" he says "smash" you say without hesitation "Mandy" you say "pass" he says "ok truth or dare" he asks you "dare" you say "I dare you to show me the most embarrassing photo on your phone of yourself" Carl says as you pull out your phone.

You pull up this photo "wanna watch a movie" Carl asks "sure" you reply and you watch tv until you fall sleep in his arms in your underwear.