I'm actually fighting with postpartum depression alone. I try not to entertain negative thoughts when I'm alone with my son. It really is not worth feeling depressed when I have a really cute baby. He is my happiness but I can't resist feeling sad sometimes for the trivial things that are happening around me. I cry silently and I haven't talked to someone about my real feelings. I have my family and friends in the Philippines but I don't want them to get worried. I have my husband with me but I don't want to add up any stress. Work is already stressful to him. I feel bad about it. 😔
Battling this alone is not new to me. I usually keep things on my own without asking for help from people close to me. I feel that they don't deserve the negativities that I have by sharing it with them. I don't want to intoxicate their thoughts by telling them. I love them so much and I will do my best to be happy. 😊
Yuchae Moon
December 31, 2019
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Unheard Voice and Unexpressed Feelings [2018-2020]
RandomThis book consists of my nonsense ramblings, thoughts, experiences, observations, and vents. You'll get to know me through these short writings. So, before you make your judgment, try to read me first! :D Thank you! I decided to write what's on my...