Sebastian Stan & Characters Imagines

Part 11: Sebastian

This is short but ive been listening to sad music so this idea popped into my head. So there is a trigger warning. Attatched is the song that makes me cry because i miss my dad. Its been five years and i feel like this sometimes

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You have been depressed lately. You are on so many psych meds you have lost count of how many. Sebastian didn't want to leave you alone but he left to film not knowing how bad you actually were. You have been more depressed recently on account of the fact your father died recently and you haven't gotten past it so of sebastian was hesitant to leave but he thought a few days wouldn't hurt.

So when you called him after a depressive episode he knew something was wrong. So he caught a flight out to you not knowing the sight he would be taking in. He would find you unconscious on the floor with pills around you. Luckily you were still breathing. Crying he calls 911 as he tries to make you throw up by put fingers down your throat. Luckily he turns over in time for you to throw up as you finally be conscious.

Crying and throwing up you try to move away from him but you cannot move your body. Finally you are done puking you say "why didn't you let me die" you yell finally moving a bit. He pulls you into him as you both cry as the ambulance arrives.

At the hospital he watches from the window as the doctor makes you drink charcoal making sure you threw everything up. Eventually you are alone so he walks in the room. "Baby why did you not tell me it was this bad" he starts and grabs your hand "i lnew i never should of left you" he cries. You whisper "i didn't want to burden you anymore. I miss my dad" he nods and strokes your face "i know baby but you aren't and never will be a burden to me. You are my life i really wish you could see that". You nod as sleep takes ahold of you. He never leaves your side he is there for every visitation in the mental ward he makes sure you have everything you need. He tries to be there the best he can because he loves you with everything he has.

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This is roughly inspired by my sister who tried to take her life. She now has a husband and a very happy life.