Sebastian Stan & Characters Imagines

Part 13: Lee Bodecker (Part 2)

Warning thats all

Since seeing you he has not been able to get you off his mind. Something was off with you, he just could not place what it was. He could not get the look on your face face when you seen him out of his head. He needed to know what was wrong so he found his way to your place. Once he knocks he takes in the fact that you have been crying. His face falls. He did not realize just how much he hurt you. "What do you want Lee" you ask as tears won't stop falling from your face.

He sighs "i came to apologize, for everything. I know something happened i see it in your face" he says and you lose it. "Oh Lee when you left I was pregnant. They stress of my heartbreak caused me to lose the baby" you say and you watch him get teary eyed. Lee would never be the first to admit it but he wanted a family. "Oh sugar i am so sorry" he starts and tries to wrap his arms around you.

You step back "don't sugar me. I am fine, it always hurts but i found a way to cope" you huff and start again "look Lee i am past it i do not need you here to remind me of the past". He looks at you "what if i got scared? What if i left because i thought you deserved more than a dirty cop"  he takes a breath "god Y/N why do you think i have been trying my best to avoid you for i still love you".

That statement makes your heart hurt. "Look Lee i really cannot do this. I cannot be with you it hurts to much. It makes me feel things i havent in a long time i am sorry" you tell him before stepping in the doorway " i am done wasting these tears on you. I love you, i always but i can't do this. i am sorry" you close the door and leave him there before breaking down. God why did he have to bring up these feelings. I don't want to feel them anymore. But you step away from the door, and away from Lee who walks away with tears in his eyes.