Everything and everyone around me is just another form of inevitable death. Usually when I get this sad, Mattheo hugs me and he tells me it's all gonna be ok.
I stay up late at night and cry over the boy I once knew. The boy I once loved. Love feels so haunted lately. What kind of feeling is that? One where you feel like you can't live without a certain person.
"Don't leave me," He whispers.
I hate myself.
"No matter what," He says, "I will kill for you."
I hit myself in the head, shaking and crying, "Shut up!"
"Taylor?" Draco asks, walking in.
"I can't!" I yell, "I can't do this without him!" I'm hysteric.
Draco hugs me. "I can't, Dray," I sob, hugging him back.
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I have heavy bags under my eyes, it looks like I've been crying for months. I have.
The Weasley twins stopped by twice, Theodore visited, apologized, Draco's been staying in my room. Him and Blaise didn't work out, but they agreed to he friends.
I attend classes, sometimes. I'm still failing. "He deserved it." Parkinson says.
I feel my crazy sprouting. "Mattheo Riddle was an asshole. And a whore."
She locks eyes with me, pity immediately fiing them. "Taylor- I-"
Without hesitation I swing, punching her in the nose.
She falls on her ass. "Keep his name out of your mouth or I'll fucking kill you, Parkinson," I threaten, standing and kicking her in the face.
She passes out and Draco pulls me away. "That was stupid," He comments.
I don't reply, my adrenaline is still pumping.
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"Fuck off." I say as people continue to tell me they're sorry for my loss. They didn't give a fuck about Mattheo. They don't give a fuck about me.
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Give Me A Break
Fanfiction💫suggested by: Tabbykat_kitkat💫 Taylor Jordan is new to school she immediately finds her people. But they show their true colors. Then, she meets Mattheo. Do opposites really attract, or will they stay enemies?
