21-year old Aurora Romano is every mans dream. She is a model, CEO of La Rosa, underground fighter, assassin, and to top it all of she is the Mafia princess of the Italian Mafia. Aurora can be nice and sweet when she wants to be. Has a bad temper an...
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It's been exactly one week since Nikolai has been shot. We brought him to the hospital that said he had way too much blood lost. One shot to the shoulder. One shot close to the heart.
He's also been in a coma ever since. No he can't die on me! I refuse to loose him. At this point it isn't even a choice whether or not he's going to survive. He's going to survive.
I've never left his is side. I talk to him everyday as normal. I heard that when your in a coma you can still hear. He hears me cry, yell, and so on. I bet he's amused by all the shit I have to say.
Internally smirking..... LMAO
...
Too early?
Too early.
I've called all of my jobs and put my career on hold. My husband needs me more than a job that I don't even need. Yeah they're pissed off but without they wouldn't even have a fucking job. I told them exactly that and they said I can take off as many days as need it.
I only ever leave Nikolai's side if I have shower or use the restroom. Speaking of restrooms..... I am currently in one sitting on the toilet with a pregnancy test in my hand. I'm so scared to pick it up. It' s not that I don't want kids. It's just not really safe at the moment to have one.
Please be negative
Please Be Negative
PLEASE BE NE-
Positive
SON OF A BITCH-
Okay there is hope. Maybe something wrong with this one. It's a good thing I bought two or there would've been trouble. I take the second one out of the box and pee on it. I sit it on the counter and put a 3 minute timer on my phone before turning the test face down.
God I know I disobey like everything in the book but please please PLEASE let me not be pregnant. You know how crazy my life is I can't handle a fucki- baby right now. I'll get down on my knees and say...
All hail god -
If I'm not pregnant.
The timer goes off on my phone. Okay here goes nothing. There is no way I can be pregnant. I already have enough on my plate with Lilith.
3....
2....
1.
Pregnant.
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