•𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱• |𝗬𝗶𝗻𝗪𝗮𝗿'𝘀 𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆
I don't know what I did wrong.
I really don't know...
Why aren't I good enough for you?
He's my bestfriend and I always treat him very well but honestly, I don't know what he thinks of me. Did he just...
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『𝙒𝘼𝙍 𝙋𝙊𝙑』
🆂🅴🅲🅾🅽🅳 🆆🅴🅴🅺 🅾🅵 🅹🆄🅻🆈, 2016
Without giving a reason, Yin was annoyed with me once more. Yesterday, things were fine but today, he was upset with me. I'm not sure what I did wrong this time but he had already been mad with me more than four times this month.
"Yin, why are you mad at me?" I asked him in a soft tone. I tried to hold his hand but he pulled it.
"I'm not mad at you," he replied lazily.
"So, why don't you want to talk to me? You're ignoring me, Yin."
He was silent and didn't respond but he jabbed me sharply as though he didn't like having me there.
"Yinnnn, please tell me if I did something wrong," I pleaded as every time he was mad at me, my heart felt uneasy because I kept wondering what I had done to deserve it. I wouldn't do it again if he had told me but he remained silent, leaving me with no answer.
"Yinnnn," I called him again while shaking his arm. He then took a deep breath and pulled his arm harshly from my grasp.
"War!!! Can you fucking leave me alone?!!!" I was startled when he spoke to me louder than usual which made my body tremble, my eyes shook.
"Yin..." I made an effort to control my emotions because I had never sobbed in his presence but every time he treated me in this manner, it felt like a stabbing to my heart and I would break into tears quietly.
"Yes, you are my best friend but it doesn't mean I need to be with you for fucking 24 hours!" Yin said, keeping back his fury as I saw his face get red.
I was aware that Yin liked to be by himself, which is why he didn't have many friends before but surely he could tell me nicely, right? I mean, I could understand but he consistently treated me in this manner for more than a year during our friendship.
Maybe people thought I'm a moron for always being patient with him and for always saying he's my best friend but if you're not in my position, you wouldn't understand. Even I was perplexed as to how I was able to be tolerant of him and still see him as my best friend.
"I'm sorry, Yin," I said as I lowered my head and fought back tears. I may appear happy all the time but my heart was actually very soft. Although I had a tendency to cry easily, I rather seem strong in front of others.
"If you feel sorry, please leave me alone," he replied while looking deeply into my eyes. I just nodded without saying anything and went to sit in my seat.
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"War, are you okay?" James asked me because today I simply sat in my seat and remained silent in class, avoiding eye contact with anyone else.
