𝑅𝑎𝑣𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑆𝑜𝑢𝑙 ☑

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 - 𝟓

" Look after him! "
Dylan said in a soft voice standing in front of Zhan's ward .

It's been three days Zhan was being treated here, today he got discharged. Dylan couldn't help but feel helplessly attracted towards his friend's husband . But he knew his limits.

Yibo gave him a starn look. Yibo was not a fool not to notice the light in Dylan's eyes for the boy he married. And it was strange for him to feel a unknown kind of burning in his chest. It should never have affected him if anyone took a liking towards Zhan as for him Zhan mean nothing to him, but he couldn't help but to feel frustrated.

" Come regularly for check up! "
Dylan Said with a warm smile making Zhan smile lightly at the new friend of him. But he was not sure if he can come as without Yibo's permission no one allows him out.

" Take care of yourself! Don't strave yourself okk!" Dylan said with a frown.

Zhan suddenly smiled brightly making the both man stop breathing for a moment with such a dazzling smile.

" I will! "
Zhan said with a smile. He felt really grateful for the care and worry that Dylan saw him in the last 3 days. He couldn't help but feel warm.

" Let's Leave already!"
Yibo finally couldn't help but give a warning look to Zhan making the boy shudder in fear.

Zhan smiled Sadly and bid bye to Dylan and followed Yibo out of the hospital.

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It's been a two weeks now., everyone in Wang mansion is aware of Zhan's pregnancy but no one got the care to look after him. Everything was like before. Zhan still eat away from the family.

Yibo never cared much about the babies. But still merciful enough not to Rape Zhan like he used to. But that didn't change his ruthless words and behavior.

" What is it?! "
Yibo asked with annoyance in his voice. He couldn't believe the boy got daring enough to stand in front of him without care. Did he forget his place in a few days only?!

Zhan trembled slightly at the cold voice. It took him a life long courage to strand in front of Yibo without caring about the consequences. Long gone the calm and sweet boy., only left with a heart full of scares and soul filled with sorrow.

" I.. I..!"
Zhan mumbled weekly in fear, but couldn't complete his words looking at the dark aura around Yibo.

Yibo felt his pressure going up by looking at the trembling boy. Do he look like a monster to him that he is trembling so much. Yibo couldn't understand anymore what he actually wanted out of Zhan., fear for him or something else.

" Can I go visit my uncle...! Please.. I.. I... It's long already! He must be worried!"
Zhan's voice tremble slightly as he looked down. He had no courage to look into Yibo's eyes and see the disgust for him in his eyes.

" leave! "
Yibo spatted out in furry making the later run away at once.

Yibo breathed heavily as Zhan left. He called his personal driver to drop Zhan off as he believe the later run in hurry without taking his wallet. He didn't want him to die on the rood walking the distance.

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" Baby., what's wrong?! "
Shen Wei asked as he stroke Zhan's back who was hugging him from last 10 minutes. First his little pie hadn't visited him from last month, second his Pie seems to be thin and weak.,thirdly His pie seems to be scared. Before he was just worried for his pie thinking something bad happened., but now he is sure something happened.

" Pa.., I am hungry! "
Zhan acted all spoilt looking up with glassy eyes as he tried to hide his tears. He really missed his Pa.

Mr. Shen sighed and rubbed Zhan's neck making him purr in delight.

" You sit and look after the store! "
Mr. Shen Said and left to cook for Zhan.

Zhan looked at his Pa leaving. He smiled sadly as he felt really guilty to always worry his Uncle Shen who has heart disease. He only shares a little about his life not all because he couldn't afford to lose the last person who cares about him who loves him., who worry if he is alive or died.

Mr. Shen is Gu Yan's ( zhan's Dad) best friend who took care of Zhan for 10 years. He took care of the Mr. Gu the last 7 years before his death., took care of the medical bills despite being middle class. He gave Zhan all he could afford. After Mr. Gu died., Mr. Shen had a lots of loans and he was feeling insecure to raise Zhan in  poorly condition. So when Mrs. Xiao offered him to take care of Zhan., he agreed and let Zhan live in a better condition. He started to work harder to pay off all his debts. He never got married as he had unrequited love for his best friend Gu Yan. Zhan who had grown up with Mr. Shen always treated him like his father and call him Pa with affection. He is aware of Mr. Shen's feelings towards his Dad Gu Yan. He had seen him loving his dad without expecting anything in return. So Zhan grew up to be more humble. Both his Dad and his Pa loved someone they could never have, so Zhan was aware of his situation too., never expected to be loved back. But he still get hurts seeing disgust in the eyes of the man he loves.

" Eat up! "
Mr. Shen said as he placed shrimp fried rice in front of Zhan.

Zhan giggled happily and stuffed his stomach full sitting in front of Mr. Shen.

" Pa., have you ever regretted loving Dad?! "
Zhan asked suddenly in the middle of his eating making Mr. Shen lose his smile.

" Why do you ask Zhan?! "

" I am just curious Pa., you know., the feeling of possibility if it was the wrong decision?! "
Zhan said with empty eyes which no emotions which hunt Mr. Shen.

" I never regretted! "
Mr. Shen said with a broken smile.

" Then do you regret?!  "

Zhan flinched hearing the question his Pa asked him. He asked himself if he ever regretted his feelings? Then what will be the answer?

Zhan played with his rice subconsciously.
" yes! "
Zhan mumbled unconsciously which hurt Mr. Shen. He couldn't watch the boy with such a sad smile.

" I also regret! I regret letting you go Son! "
Mr. Shen said making Zhan look at him with tears.

Mr. Shen now knew what the feeling of regret be like. If only he had been strong enough to keep Zhan with him. Zhan wouldn't have meet the boy Yibo., if he had lived with him in a small town.

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