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Nothing to forget

I want to hold your hand
But when I reach out ,
there's the whiffs of your perfume
and there's nothing to hold

But I can feel you clasp mine
And I hear your jokes in my ears
I'm laughing so hard
because you thought me not to be ashamed
and now I don't care if I seem like a mad woman
because we were once mad lovers

You whisper “My queen ”
and I can only stare ahead
because there's nothing for me to say
except think of how much I'm dead

Think of how so far gone I am
I'm loose in touch with reality
because I still see you scream at me
I feel your shirt against my skin
When I lay on your shoulders
and think about how possible it is
that maybe you might be my king .

Now I have no one to call
Before ten to say goodnight
because you always slept so early
and woke me up with a laugh so giddy

I miss you Queen
And I know you meant well to leave
Because this world can be a burden
And there's not so much to forgive
But baby ,i remember you
Because you where so good to me
There's nothing at all
Nothing really to forget .