i wonder

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lace me in old poetry
deep my nose in white dust

make the smell of my lust
infiltrate your disgust

my  fingers around fags
and my cloths
worn like old rags

the irises of my dim eyes 
fixated at the bright stars

i wonder

if I take a step outside
and I let the wind slide in

if i leave this confined heaven
and let maledictions come in

let the world filter my eyes
with the witches potion
as I carry myself
to ethereal damnation

take a step to this sudden gaiety
the open symphony

dance to the rhythm
of the worlds caricature
take part in others people's
cursed nature

chastise my opportunity
to lay with my dignity

i wonder

would I be free ?

would i  be me if I behave like the others ?

Perhaps I'd be normal
like everybody else .you see,

Perhaps I'd be sane
once again .

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