whirling emotion

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as i sit here ,
on the surface of the earth ,
i watch paw paw leaves
bow down to the wind .

reciprocally ,
it caresses them with swift elation.
it guides ,they follow ,
controlling the wallow .
with the slumberous way it speaks ,
its obvious,
the aura surrounding such mystique.

they're loyal and the wind is sovereign.
like me ,
to you, my Queen .

i caught a dove once .
under the drizzle .
it danced with its head ,
it bobbed its feathered pectus.
the wind its only music
the others, its muse .

just you ,my muse ,
intoxicated me, like booze .
gracing my head with an aesthetic abuse.

i envy the connection ,
the endearing interaction .
i envy friendly goodbyes
those ones that water the eyes .

i am jealous of the dove nowadays,
because it was just you ,
who could warm me in the cold days .

when i brood ,
i listen to sad music .
i watch the sky metamorphose
orange ,it reminds me of van gogh's.
the leaves now sway ,
the wind is queer .
it only blows my shirt away ,
like its own souvenir.

the sky is blue ,
like the hue in my chest
due to the faithful halo of you ,
you're treasure ,in my treasure chest .

its not negative, not barren
likewise my seething mind.
the closeness is alien ,
resigned to mankind .

when i worry ,
i am a loner .
my brain suddenly slurry
my eyes shut close,
I am a goner .

i'm not as loyal as the leaf
neither am i as gallant as the wind.
i am not as comely as a dove
or as reflective as the sky .

i am a whirling emotion
waiting to be lost
with the vanishing motions
of hominid existence .

i am whirling emotion
of the loves i have lost .

i am a whirling emotion
of the Queen's holocaust .
















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