bittersweet [ disguised toast x oc ]

5: date or not?

toast flopped down onto his bed, sighing.

he closed his eyes, rubbing his hands into his face.

soon, a vibration sounded on his phone.

toast picked it up, looking through the notifications.

3 new notifications from poki

'what does she want' toast groaned, pressing onto the notification.

taking girls to
ur fav spot huh?

ANYA TOO?

TOAST.

what do you wanttt

do you
um...
anya?

i what

like?

what.

i mean you did
take her to
your "date spot"

when has that
ever been my "date spot"
stfu

denial.
the first stage
of grief

listen
anya is just a talented
content creator i want to
get to know more.

she has potential

whatever you
say toast

im just saying
you havent dated
in awhile.....

and i am NOT planning
to date her

why not?
its been so long

poki
you know how
i feel about relationships

im bad at them.
even if i did like her,
i'd end up hurting her

you think too much

that too

i need to quit the mindset
of love being something
of benefit to me before
i date anyone poki

you know this

i know, i know

i just want you to be
happy, thats all

thanks poki

although ur a fucking bitch
sometimes

like a few seconds ago

hey you know
i needa knock some
sense into you
sometimes

thanks