Elusive Dreaming

They All Are Okay-C!Aimsey

Warning: Mentions of death, Mental Issues, Murder, (Disclaimer you are bestfriends not lovers.)

They will all be okay-C!Aimsey

Days turned to hues of pinks and oranges blending with the once blue sky to create purple. Lilac to be quite particular. That was once your favorite color. You had stopped liking the color due to memories tainting the color. Although you found someone new the thoughts of brushing through their hair.

Braiding flowers into their long brown locks. Bees and flowers surrounded your beautiful platonic love. As they laid upon your lap with a vibrant red beanie in their hands.

She was your everything, your best friend. Summer evenings sat in the flower fields with them were your favorite place. Bees came to a close on pollination resting for the night.

Your dogs lay in the grass curled up and resting. However this fever dream was a nightmare. Perhaps it was the fact that your start was their ending. She knew something was off the moment you sat down for the very last time.

You couldn't help but wonder how she knew before you did. Everyone and everything you loved came to an end. Abruptly bursting through your thoughts pent-up emotions rattled throughout your body. Making you mentally feel limp. You were empty, the venom dripping from your lips felt like death.

It was intact deathly. First, it was your drug without a trace of poison. His name was Wilbur Soot.

Your venom drove him mad. He went inside with power becoming insecure about himself. Murdering the community without a second thought. He was your first best friend. He was also like your brother.

After him came Tubbo, and eventually Tubbo's husband Ranboo. Tubbo won the election your past friends had fought for. The one your best friend blew up. Ranboo was a great guy although he has his flaws. Perhaps it was the fact he was part enderman. Or the fact he was allergic to water yet lived in Snowchester. Every day was hard for you not to give her one last goodbye.

You knew she needed you until you were ready to vanish. You felt as if the world was slipping from your fingers.

Ranboo was murdered after his fight against himself was over. No more fighting between Ran or Boo. He was just plain old Ranboo. Except for this time, he was dead. And Wilbur was alive, meaning somewhere along the lines of Aimsey dying was in your cards.

Your new favorite color was red because it reminded you of her. How she always wore that stupid red beanie. You loved to read once upon a time. She made that fairytale come true. Yet you were afraid she would find the reason for you searching for a happy ever after. But you kept going for her.

Afraid of the future and the screams the past held. You were the cure to the SMP. Your last wish could cure the world. Yet you couldn't say goodbye yet.

As the new member became more comfortable confiding in you. Counting the stars with them late at night after the lilac had faded to blacks and blues. You had one more chance to show the world you weren't untouchable. You weren't like everyone else.

You weren't your family. And that you deserved a happier ever after. Although if happy ever after didn't exist you still wished to be holding her like this. In a field of flowers tucked away in the brush were two people who deserved the truth. One is the one who was laid on the lap fidgeting with a hat.

Another is the prejudice of intoxicating suffocating darkness. On your darkest days, she was your light. In response, another one of your peers told you "Everything will be alright. It's all going to my calculations." He was right as he lulled you to sleep as a child. You thought the world of him.