it felt as if you and chris had begun to lose your spark.
he started to call less, didn't talk to you as much, and even stopped inviting you over.
today was finally the day you decided to end things.
—
you: hey
chris: hey
you: can we talk?
—
you set your phone down, and paced back and forth as you waited for him to respond.
your palms had never been this sweaty before.
—
chris: talk abt what
—
you stared at his response for what seemed like hours, feeling angry. what did he mean 'talk about what?'
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chris: talk abt what
you: us
chris: k
chris: what's up
you: i think that
you: maybe we need to break up
chris: lol
chris: nah
you: wdym nah
you: this obviously isn't working out anymore
you: literally what's the point
—
you sighed, and set your phone back down.
after the last text you sent, he stopped responding quickly.
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chris: y/n
chris: i know i've been distant but like
chris: fuck
chris: let me explain
you: DUDE
you: now you explain?
you: the second i wanna call this quits? 😄
chris: trev got sick a few weeks ago
chris: nobody thought it was gonna get this bad
chris: like
chris: i feel like shit right now
chris: i didn't want to drag you down with me
you: chris
you: ur not gonna drag me down
you: i'm sorry about trev
you: you could've just told me
chris: i dont wanna lose him y/n
chris: same thing with you
chris: i'm sorry
chris: idk how to handle these emotions
chris: i don't feel like myself
you: i know
you: but hes gonna be okay
you: if he sees you all sad 24/7
you: hes gonna act like you chris
chris: it's so hard to act like everything's okay y/n
chris: he's so fragile now
you: just trust me
you: pretend everything's fine
you: after a while everything will start to be okay
you: i'm sure his meds will help
chris: okay
chris: i mean he looks better today
chris: still tired
chris: but better
chris: maybe ur right
you: hes a tough puppy
you: hes gone through way worse
you: all he needs are treats, his meds,
you: and a happy owner
chris: kid loves his treats
chris: i'd give him a treat if he wasn't asleep rn
you: see
you: ur starting to act like urself again
chris: im sorry again y/n
chris: sooooo fuckinggggg sorry
chris: ily so much
chris: i didn't mean to hurt you
you: it's okay chris
you: im glad u told me everything
you: u just need a long ass rest
you: ily
chris: will do
chris: i love u
chris: i'll see u tomorrow then
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NAWWW THIS CHAPTER MADE ME A LIL SAD OMG
