fourty one: what am I to you

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Sunoo
Jungwon-ah 
Are you still awake?

Jungwon
Heyy sunoo-yah 
Yes i am 
Wassup 

Sunoo
Can I ask you something 
Will you naswer honestly 
*answer 

Jungwon 
Ofc bb what happened 

Sunoo 
First tell me 
What am I to you 

Jungwon 
Suddenly? 
I'll jus go with the flow ig 
You're my best friend ofc 
You mean everything to me 
I never tell this to anyone but i honestly feel that even amongst the five of us 
I think i feel the closest to you 
We've always clicked yk? 
Feels as if we two are the same peron 
person 

Sunoo 
Thank you that felt really good 

Jungwon 
Is something wrong sunoo?

Sunoo
Yk that i want you to completely trust me, right? 
You will never hurt me 

Jungwon
Sunoo what is this about can you please tell 
Me 

Sunoo
Ok I'll give you one last chance 
Wonie, is there anything you're hiding from me? 

Jungwon 
Sunoo-yah... 

Sunoo
Are you feeling pressured? It's ok i'll ask you myself. 
Jungwonie, did you take Riki on a date 
Despite knowing I have a crush on him 

Jungwon 
Sunoo i'm really so sorry 
I didn't mean to hide all of this from you i swear 
i didnt want to hurt ypu 

Sunoo 
I wish this conversation was happening irl 
It would've been so much easier 
But oh isn't it fucking 2 am 

Jungwon 
Sunoo please 
Calm down okay? Im gonna try explaining you everything rn 
It wasn't my intention to hide those things from you 
I just didn't want to hurt you 

Sunoo
Ik

Jungwon 
I really like riki 
Remember you said you liked yun's ice cream delivery guy 
And i had said i saw a gut at the ice rink 
We had both talked about our crushes together 
It was him 
I had seen Riki 
So this isn't intentional at all okay 
My fewling for him are genuine 
But you talked about liking him first and then I just couldn't get myself to tell you that I liked the same guy 

Sunoo
Oh wonie...

Jungwon
So I kept it to myself all this time 
And i seriously don't know what to do 
Because i rlly like riki 
But you're my fucking best friend
Hurts, doesn't it?

Sunoo
Ofcourse it hurts
But what hurts more is that you didn't tell me 
You kept it to yourself 
You suffered yourself 
We could've come up with something coulsn't we

Jungwon 
Im sorry about that 
It's not like i wanted to hide it from you 
I cant hurt you sunoo 
You mesn so much to me 

Sunoo
But still...
You should've trusted me 

Jungwon
We can't come up with anything sunoo!
You like him 
I like him
We're best friends
We dont know who he likes 
He might not like either of us 
But what if he chooses one?
The other has to sit quiet and continue to live like that?
And I'm not even talking about the heartbteak 
But how do we face each other then

Sunoo
I don't have answers rn Jungwon! 
This situation has just hit me 
I need time to process all of this 
Who else have you told 

Jungwon
The others they all know 
Yun, Jay hyung and noona 

Sunoo
Oh great so only i didn't know 
Jungwon I'll talk to you later 
I cant anymore 
See you ig 
Good night 

Jungwon
I'm here for you okay? 
Always 
Goodnight.

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