{April 15th}
I hate her.
She'll never understand or try to understand. I DONT want to go home, I DONT want to go to therapy, and I DONT want to live in general. It's not that big of a concept to fucking grasp, but she has to make things difficult.
I can't forgive her. She's making me see him again. She's putting me through hell.
I don't know how she did it, but I have to go home. I'm being removed from my place. If I had the choice I'd live on the streets rather than go home, but now I was in my mothers car, my sister sitting next to me as opposed to the empty seat in the front.
She rubbed my back soothingly, like I once did for her. I didn't look at her, not once. I didn't look at anybody. I kept a gaze on my lap.
<Hyunjin, I really do love you, so so much- I can't lose you..>
Her voice was getting caught in her throat. I did nothing, and remained frozen. I didn't have anything to try an express.
<I just need you here.. alive.>
I didn't hate her. Not really. She was my mom. I was just really angry.
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