𝙲𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚗 ; +×+ 𝟼𝚝𝚑 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛

+ 𝙱𝚎𝚘𝚖𝚑𝚊 (𝙱𝚎𝚘𝚖𝚐𝚢𝚞 + 𝙷𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚘𝚗) 𝙼𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 +

While Hayeon was mostly calm with the other members, being with Beomgyu made the tiniest extrovert side of her became so huge that everyone would think that she's an extrovert if they don't know her that well. That boy teases Hayeon a lot and when I say a lot, it means A LOT. They're the most chaotic duo and if they're both together, the others just know it won't be a calm and silent surrounding anymore.

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moment #01

It was their day off after such long promotion month. While Soobin and Hueningkai decided to enjoy outside air, the other four people decided to stay at the dorm and do indoor activities. That includes playing UNO while screaming like a maniac whenever they're close to losing. Yeonjun is in his room playing video games while Taehyun is working out in his room. Beomgyu and Hayeon on the other hand is playing UNO and their two voices alone are enough to shake the whole building.

"Yah! You cheated, didn't you?! How is it possible that you're so close to winning?!" Beomgyu scolded while Hayeon is laughing like a maniac. Seeing him so worked up over a game is a culture reset for Hayeon and it's always so fun to see him like that. "Oppa. You're the one who suggested we play this game so I thought you're good at it." Beomgyu glared at Hayeon who lifted her hands in defeat. "Let's play Heart Attack. I'm better at that."

Hayeon nodded her head and began clumsily shuffling the deck of cards. She removes all the power cards, leaving only the number cards. After that, she divided the cards into equal amount for herself and Beomgyu. "Don't cheat on this too, princess." She was a little bit offended by that because she never cheated. If anyone would've cheated, it would be Beomgyu. "Oh yeah? Then stop looking at your card beforehand, you jerk. Talk about cheating."

She rolls her eyes in annoyance and focused back on the game. "Whoever loses have to buy dinner for tonight," Hayeon suggested and Beomgyu nodded his head. "Let's go!"

The game is so intense and Yeonjun is getting sick of them screaming. "NOO!! You cheated again, princess!" Hayeon leans back against the bedpost with a smug smile. "No cheating, oppa. Just really quick. Now, pay up. I want to have chicken for dinner." Beomgyu sighed in defeat. He always won the game if he played with the others but he could never win against Hayeon. "Fine. Ugh, you're lucky I love you a lot. If you're Yeonjun hyung, I wouldn't have paid for dinner."

"I can hear that, Choi Beomgyu!"

Hayeon chuckled when Yeonjun yelled. "Whatever. Let's order something to eat, shall we? My cute princess?"

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moment #02

⚠TW: EATING DISORDER ⚠

Hayeon had always have a complex against her body weight even though it's safe to say that she's underweight. Even so, she still tries to lose more weight to reach the weight of only 40kg. It's not safe and she knows it but what could she do when even she's underweight, people keep commenting on her body as if she's an object? She just want them to shut their mouth up.

Sharing a room with Hayeon is a bliss, Beomgyu could confirm that but at night, he wished he couldn't hear the girl crying as she throws up the food she ate for the whole day. Beomgyu knows better than to interrupt her so he pretended to fall asleep even when he's very much awake. It goes on for a week, then two, then three and Beomgyu had enough.

Night came once again and Hayeon went into the bathroom to throw up but before she could, Beomgyu walked into the bathroom. "What are you doing, Hayeon?" No nickname. Just her first name. "Umm, my stomach wasn't feeling so well so...." She couldn't come up with any excuses. Her eyes looked everywhere but Beomgyu. The mostly cheerful guy sure is scary when he's serious. "I think I'm feeling better so I'll go back to bed."

She stood up and that's when Beomgyu realised that there's scars on her stomach. Beomgyu held her arms up and inspect the scar. Once he understands what the scar is from, he looked up at Hayeon with pain in his eyes which Hayeon misunderstood as disappointment. "Hayeon—"

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do it. Everyone were pushing me to be skinnier and I couldn't get skinny in such a short time so out of rage, I hurt myself. I'm so sorry. I know you're disappointed in me." Beomgyu's eyes are then filled with tears. How could she ever think of that when she should very much be thinking of herself? "Why would we be disappointed in you? Princess—"

Beomgyu is at a loss of words. Hayeon had began crying so without thinking much, he embraced the tiny girl. Her body doesn't feel the same. It was all bones and no meat. Why would someone hate on her for her body when she's struggling already. "Hayeon ah, please don't do this again. We don't care what your body looks like as long as you're healthy, princess. No one deserves to have a say on how much you should weigh or what's not. That's on you."

Hayeon cried harder. It was hard for her, even though she kept lying that it's not. She just wanted to be love for who she is. Not how much she weigh or how she looks. "I'm so sorry you had to go through this alone, princess. I promise I'll help you through this no matter how long it takes because you deserves the best. We love you just the way you are, princess so don't change a single thing about yourself."

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moment #03

Beomgyu had a habit of locking the door whenever he sleeps so sometimes, Hayeon gets locked out and she ended up sleeping in the living room on the couch. That one day, Hayeon is beyond fatigue and all she wants to do is to have a good night sleep. As she turned the knob to open the door to the room, she realised it's locked. Weakly, she knocked on the door, hoping that Beomgyu is not too deep in his sleep yet.

"Oppa. Beomgyu oppa. Open the door, please. I need to sleep too. Oppa." Her voice is soft and tired. It's sad that Beomgyu is already too deep in sleep to even hear her voice. Sighing, Hayeon went back into the living room and slept on the couch for the second time that week and it's only Tuesday. Closing her eyes, she immediately went to dreamland after being so deprived of sleep.

At 1 in the morning, Beomgyu had woke up once he realised that Hayeon is not in the room. He walked out of the room and into the living room. Beomgyu let out a sigh of disappointment. He shouldn't have locked the door again. With a heavy and guilty heart, he picked Hayeon up bridal style and brought her back into the room. He gently laid her down on the bed and tucked her in with a lot of care.

"I'm so sorry, princess. I'll make sure I don't lock you out again. Forgive me, princess." Hoping that she won't get angry at him the next morning, he planted a kiss on her forehead. "I'm so sorry, princess."

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