A date with you ● Mishu●

3.

— Good evening, Miyeon— Minnie smiled at me while catching her breath, it looks like she ran all the way to my house.

I couldn't believe it; she was here in front of me, 1 year ago I should have felt happy and relieved, but that same Christmas went down to the trash when I never heard of her anymore.

—What are you doing, here??— I said trying to sound calm, but it didn't work.

—I wanted to sincerely apologize, that I'm truly sorry and if you let me explain—.

I didn't let her finish; I was just not ready for a talk with her.

She couldn't even text me a single message for 1 year, and I was there, still waiting for a response.

Ironically, now she wants to explain everything, coming out of nowhere in the middle of the night, what a miracle.

Surprisingly she was strong enough to hold the door, even if I pushed, she pushed back.

—Miyeon, I am serious, I'm sorry, just let me explain— Her voice started to shut down slowly, she knew it was not the right moment, she knew it would take time for me to heal or even to talk to her properly.

—If you really care for me, if you really feel sorry, please leave— I said, finally she cedes back and pulls out of the door.

—We have nothing to talk, after that day, after a whole year, you made that clear— I said.

—Right, I'm sorry— The Thai girl said and nodded.

I unintentionally closed the door loudly after that, I was mad so obviously all my body was about to explode.

I couldn't even think clear, all I could do, is lean against the door and sit, just to let my tears finally free from my tired eyes.

Am I really blind to still love a person who doesn't feel the same??

Even if she wanted to make things right, why couldn't she do it that same day??

Will she ever appear again and torment me??

I drowned inside my thoughts, thinking and thinking if I was wrong for not letting her in.

Finally, there was no tears left my eyes could release, feeling tired and conscious of how late it was, with little strength I had, I left to bed.

Wanting to take a long sleep to erase the bitter memory of seeing her again and unlocking new bitter memories in the way, sadly I can't forget what happened.

Even though we're 'friends'.

I don't think that's the right word to describe us.

I don't know if we are still friends, after all.

Not after that night.

We were friends, almost girlfriends.

But now.... we are just simple strangers.

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—So, you're telling me Kim Minnie visited you at night??—.

I woke up, only to right away call Yuqi and tell her what happened.

She's the only friend I trust anyways.

—Yeah, I know Yuqi, is messed up, who knows maybe she'll comeback— I said feeling a little stressed now that I think about it.

—Look, don't worry about her, okay??— Yuqi said, I still felt uneasy.

—Plus, maybe she took seriously that you don't want to see her at all— I guess Yuqi's right, after telling her that, she ceded noticing how I did not want any explanation.

I hated and still hate her for everything she did, but what if she didn't give up.

—Yuqi what if she stills wants to talk or even see me??—.

—Easy, just report to the police she's been stalking you— Yuqi said jokingly as she started to giggle, I know she tries to be funny, but I have to remind her this is serious.

—Yuqi, please—.

—Alright, seriously, if she's there just call me and I'll try to call back— I hummed in response, hoping that'll help a little if I'm stuck in that situation.

—Sadly, I have to work here, and you have whole rest of the week free, just enjoy it—.

—Alright, I'll try to do that instead— I said and hang up the phone.

Since Yuqi's busy at work, I could only contact some of my friends or just go somewhere alone, which is not a bad idea since I've been feeling upset.

So, I grabbed my keys and got to the car, I'm not a shopping person but I'll just get new clothes and distract myself from the world.

After that, I decided to go home and eat, and I was completely bored since I have no one at home, is the first time I miss my job just to drown in it and not feel bored.

I was at the kitchen staring at the wall, thinking what I should cook since I don't know many dishes.

A friend of a friend knows many, and she gave me some receipts, but my bad memory just ruins everything.

I could make a simple and easy dish, so I opted for seaweed soup.

For the moment I didn't care about anything, just felt peaceful and quiet, I'm still hurt but it'll be over soon.

After finishing, I remembered Yuqi offered me to teach some lessons to her friend.

The thing is I don't know how, or what I could teach her, I began to panic not knowing anything.

I left my plate at the table and ran to my room, I rushed to my phone to call the pale girl, with my trembling hands I pressed the green button and waited.

After a minute, she responded, I could only sigh since I couldn't know what to do since Yuqi is busy and she can't answer the phone at work.

—Hello?? Who is this?? — I accidentally dropped the phone while the other girl's voice still ringed through my phone, kept questioning.

I quickly lifted my phone and responded from embarrassment, I felt so nervous for some reason.

—Sorry my phone dropped, I'm Cho Miyeon, one of Yuqi's friends— I said finally breathing normally.

—She told me you needed help with managing a car, so I offered— I said waiting for the girl's response.

— Ok, meet me at the park at 5, don't be late— She hung up the phone, I sighed and let my body crash to my bed.

—Holy shit— I said under my breath finally able to hear the pale girl's voice.

And damn it sounded so addictive.

(So, I did this chapter while it was like 3am so It's pretty shitty, I'm truly sorryyy also I was like for 1 hour thinking what dish should miyeon make) 😭😭