A date with you ● Mishu●

11.

A tear dropped.

Silence invaded the room.

After some minutes, it was my turn to talk and finally let go off things that deserve to be on the past.

 —You knew very well that I still loved you Minnie, and I didn't stop calling and searching for you every day— I stared back at her red eyes from crying.

—But you're right, I stopped loving you and just felt hate towards you since that day you were gone— I sent a sad smile to her and moving closer to clean her tears.

—It hurt, and it hurts too much that I forgot about everything and just moved on, I knew crying and letting my eyes get wasted on tears didn't help—.

—So, why are you crying? — I said calmly to her, I sympathize* with her pain.

She still loved me, but I don't.

—I forgive you Minnie but It's all over now, we are no longer something— I said while she sobbed and remained silent.

— And if you want to be my friend it will take me a lot of time to heal— I gave her a smile, I held her shoulder letting her drown for comfort.

I moved her chair closer to mine, my sweater felt wet as her tears slid, and the breeze of the cold night cleaned away those bad feelings. 

And thoughts.

I turned my head around, seeing Shuhua's shadow from a far thanks to the rays of the moonlight. I waved at her not noticing Minnie fell asleep on my embrace, Shuhua made a face of worriedness that later converted into a frown.

—Will she be okay, unnie?— Shuhua asked in a less worried tone, I whispered a yes.

—We're strangers now, and hopefully we'll become friends again— I said, shuhua nodded without saying anything, she helped me take Minnie to a room.

Silently we walked through the hallways of the large house, it was quiet since Soyeon grabbed the sleepy Yuqi to her room leaving the poor Shuhua alone, though Soyeon said to share her room she assigned for Shuhua with whoever she wanted as I recall.

—We should leave her in the guest's room, soyeon told me no one used it since she lived alone— Shuhua said signaling a room at the other end of the hallway.

We crossed without making any sound and slightly opened the door, stepping in close to the end of the bed that was placed inside. Shuhua turned the lights on as I put Minnie on the bed, shuhua came and wrapped her around with the soft fabric.

Later on, we turned the lights off and closed the door leaving Minnie sleeping behind.

I sighed as my teary eyes warned to set tears free. Though I acted well so Shuhua couldn't notice it, she was no fool and she knew very well how I felt right now.

She holds me in a hug as I collapsed in her arms, her arms trembled to maintain balance as I believe not knowing what to do in these types of situations. My eyes already wet, spilled tears through the wooden floor and the silked fabric of shuhua's shirt, as she holds me in a tight hug now, not trying to let me go.

I internally smiled at the act; she doesn't know what to do yet she makes my day better somehow, I left myself as she put her arms around my waist and puts her head on tops of mines.

—Yah, Unnie I don't get why you're crying— Shuhua said, confused, patting my back when I tightened my grip on her shirt.

—It's nothing, just wanted to let things go— I whispered, feeling tired to even speak. Somehow shuhua understood how I felt and invited me to one of the short blonde's rooms that got assigned for her.

—Let us sleep, you'll feel better tomorrow morning— She said, last thing I could barely see was how she turned the lights off, and feeling how a sweet girl hugs me from the back.

Truly something rare that I happen to experience from her.

* : feeling or expression of caring about and being sorry for someone else's trouble, grief, misfortune, etc.

(Short update cause this had been kept in drafts for a long time, so I added some things and decided to make it public.)