A date with you ● Mishu●

10.

 I'm having Christmas vacation sooo I'll probably continue next chapters with the help of a friend :*

— Welcome to my house, feel like home girls!!— Soyeon said allowing us to enter her warm house, feeling comfortable when the cold left my body.

— Damn, your house is so cool I could live here if I wanted— Yuqi said with a big smile, obviously teasing soyeon every chance she's given.

— Shut up and come with me to bring our drinks— Soyeon pointed at Yuqi and then at the kitchen, seconds after, they walked away and left.

I was at the living room sitting in the sofa, Minnie sitting at the other side of the soft furniture, the atmosphere was awkwardly agonizing for both of us.

My hands trembled and began switching through channels for any entertainment I could find instead of thinking about Minnie's words.

Thankfully Shuhua came and sat with us, before that she greeted both of us and asked to join as she passed through the door.

We began talking while Minnie was using her phone, I didn't mind and only bought attention to Shuhua.

Shuhua noticed the tension between us, so she decided to sit between us and now she's in front of me.

—Unnie, may I ask how'd you know Minnie Unnie? — Shuhua whispered staring at me with eyes of curiosity.

The question took me off guard, hopefully the girl that got mentioned didn't hear anything, I moved away as I slowly tapped Shuhua's shoulder and signaled to come closer.

She seemed hesitant to follow or not, but she ceded, nodding and moving her head in close to my neck.

 I started whispering just enough for her to understand. For a moment her breathing touching my neck felt pleasant, though I didn't show it, I began feeling things that I couldn't explain.

— I'm sorry that happened, are you in good terms with her??— Shuhua asked moving away from my shoulder, I could only move my head saying a no.

—We're not in good terms yet but she wants to talk again about it— I whispered while making a face of discomfort.

—Don't worry, I'll try and see if I can come up with you or at least be there with you if something happens— Shuhua said giving me a short smile, I only could stare at her trying to control myself from giving heart eyes.

When I finished explaining, I sighed trying to calm down and unintentionally stared at the other side of the room meeting with Minnie's eyes.

Her eyes sent hate and confusion which surprised me more, these multiple ideas that my mind got tangled up made me stressed every single second.

The girls came up with the drinks, 3 of us sat down on the sofa so the other 2 sat down on the floor, we chose to watch movies but there was a whole fight about which one.

—What should we watch??— I ask to them holding the controller and opening netflix.

—We should watch Wednesday!! I heard it's a popular one— Shuhua said pointing at the screen.

Since I couldn't say no, I agreed and pressed the button to play the movie, everyone held their drinks sipping a little of their cups.

I suddenly felt thirsty that I drank half my cup without noticing, I moved back to my seat leaving my cup on the mini table and focus on the movie.

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After 30 minutes, everyone felled asleep except me even though I was not sure if I was the only one awake, I felt something pressing against my leg just to see it was Yuqi.

I laughed quietly only to move her head the other way trying to get up, my back felt pain since I was sitting in a bad position.

Walking away from the living room in small steps, I opened one of the cabinets on the kitchen and grabbed a cup pouring water on it.

I heard some footsteps, so I quickly ran to the balcony hoping no one saw me, I sat on one of the chairs that was outside while finishing drinking all the water.

Just then I stare back at the door seeing a shadow, I knew who it was, and I knew that she wanted to talk about many things.

— So, you accepted to meet— Minnie said, talking from the door staring at my direction.

She had a red blanket covering her body from the cold, I invited her to sit in one of the chairs at my side which she accepted.

Now both of us were staring at nothing trying to come up with words, or maybe that's just me.

— Before anything else, I would like to apologize for everything I did on the past, when we were dating, I did many mistakes, but the most painful mistake I've done— She paused as she pulled her blanket off.

—It's leaving you without a goodbye, I know that I would never forgive myself and many more other awful things I did to you— She said switching her eyes direction to my eyes trying to make eye contact.

— I left everything I had with you at that night, pretending like you didn't exist anymore but that was the worst idea I could've imagined, after restless nights, and every morning my life never felt so cold and empty— Her eyes shined as tears fell down her cheeks.

—I knew that I still loved you and I still do, but it was too late and now I just want you to know that I didn't want any of this to happen, to us, and that you had the right to stop loving me and hate me—.

Her words repeated on my head, there was pain sounding in her voice, it felt sincere coming from her words but even if she regretted everything that happened, I knew it isn't something I could recover from nor something easy to forget.

Every moment we had, it felt like yesterday, but it never felt so far away from reality as months passed since we ever broke up.