Something Big

Over....

Mary P.o.v

I'm deciding on just telling Shawn I mean he's home not on tour why not just be smart and tell him.

We were driving in the car when I got a text from Cameron..

Cameron-congrats baby sis I'm telling Alexa so u don't have to go through the stress for the baby.

Me-thanks cammy I love u

After I finished texting Cameron I felt sick to my stomach and we were almost home.

I had to throw up really bad but I didn't want to just throw up in the car so I held it in.

As soon as we got home I rushed out the house and went to the bathroom. I didn't make it loud so shawn couldn't tell I was throwing up.

I brushed my teeth and fixed my outfit and walk out the bathroom.

Shawn-MARY U UPSTAIRS??

Me-YES IM HERE

I walked downstairs to see shawn standing by the stairs.

Me-ya what's up??

Shawn-I need to tell u something important and u won't believe it.

Me-I have something to tell u too

Shawn-okay let's go to yoz yogurt

Me-Kk let's go I'm starving

I came downstairs and grabbed Shawn's hand and we headed to the car.

Shawn turned the radio up and we headed to yoz yogurt.

When we got to the yogurt place. I got up and headed to get vanilla. I put vanilla in my cup and then went to the topping rack.

Chocolate chips

Raspberries

Kit kat

Strawberries

Oreos

And of course watermelon

I went to go and pay for my yogurt cup so shawn doesn't pay for it when the guy at the front looked at me.

Guy-ur boyfriend already paid for it

Me-OMG did he really

Guy-ya he did

Me-well thanks

I walked next to shawn and punched his arm not to hard.

Shawn-HEYY what was that for

Me-idk maybe because u paid for my yogurt cup.

Shawn-to bad I wanted to

Me-okay fine better for me I could save my money for the... ---

I cut myself off before I say something I regret.

Shawn-for the what??

Me-for the...new movies I wanna buy

Shawn-oh that's great I'll give u a list when we get home.

Me-okay that would be awesome ready to go sit outside.

The place was on the lake so we decided to sit at the table and eat.

Shawn-so what did u wanna tell me???

Me-you first

Shawn-okay so I was going to Starbucks the other day when u were in the hospital and I got a call saying that Taylor swift would want me to join her on tour....

Me-OMGG SHAWN THATS AMAZING HOW LONG IS IT..

Shawn-8 months....

Me-oh that's a long time

Shawn-ya Ik I asked if I can have u join but they don't have room on the bus.

Me-no that's okay shawn but I can't do the long distance thing. I have done it before and I just can't deal with that...

Shawn-so what are u saying like we should uk break up....

I never thought I would want to hear that coming from Shawn's mouth this was worst than the fact that I was about to tell shawn I'm holding his baby.

Plus when shawn comes back I will already have the baby and he/she will be born.

Me-when do u leave???

Shawn-2 days

Me-when did u find out

Shawn-2 days ago..,,

Me-I should get going...

I was gonna turn around but I ran up to shawn and kissed him hard.

Me-this is goodbye....

I called Cameron and had him come pick me up

I was sitting by the beach bawling my eyes out I couldn't stop crying. It felt like a piece of me was ripped out of my chest.

Cameron-are u okay baby sis

Me-Cameron LEAVE ME ALONE IM NOT IN THE MOOD.....

I ran up to Cameron and gave him a hug.

Cameron-shhh it's okay it will get better

Me-no it won't

Cameron-come on lemme take u home

Me-get my stuff from Shawn's please I can't face that house ever again

Cameron-okay Alexa made u some soup when u get home

Me-I'm not hungry

Cameron-look Mary Ik it's hard but think about the baby

I just kept crying in the car until we got home I ran inside and straight upstairs. I couldn't face anyone after what happened. Shawn was my everything.

He understood me... he loved me .....he made me feel special..... He had an effect on me....he made me feel perfect